It's one of those nights again... :parrot_sad: My #AuDHD is "fighting" with my #Fibro again... If that makes sense... 🤔
My body is aching. My mind is wired and wants to do all the things that my body can't do right now. I feel so tired, but my brain isn't letting me relax. It's trying to push me into getting active. But, my brain is also giving me a headache. All I want to do is lay down, watch TV and doze a bit. But my brain keeps telling me that I am being lazy and I should keep going.
I just took one of the extra meds that I have, and hope that it can calm my mind. I will need to get some more of these before the surgery, so that I have a few extra, should I need them and not be able to just get them. I have a few left. And I am still grateful that the GP took me seriously and gave me a chance to try this out. It's not taking all the pressure off, but... It helps me to relax a bit better when I need it.
I know that some exercise usually helps me to feel better. But, trying to get exercises in when my brain is making my head hurt, it's never a good combination. So now, I hope that my pill will kick in, let me relax, calm my mind... And then I may be able to get some exercises going, to help me feel a bit better physically as well.
I did manage to pause the fitness subscription for the first 4 weeks after the surgery. I can add a max of 4 more weeks to that, if needed, and then my "freezes" are up for the year. But it should save me some euros when I can't use the fitness. 😊
Let's put away the tablet and hope for the pill to do some magic for me... I already started one of my "feel good" series, so that usually helps a bit. Fingers crossed 🤞🏻
Catch you all later folks! Thanks for hanging in there with me.
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