Today is M.E. awareness day.
I was diagnosed with M.E. and P.O.T.S. in 2020. Prior to my diagnosis I was a seagoing worker in the arctic, an avid backcountry hiker and a busy musician in spite of both severe PTSD and fibromyalgia.
The summer of 2019 I got sick while working up north. It progressed to a terrible lung/strep infection. I was treated four times following that for walking pneumonia and became sick with another lung infection in late 2019 after travelling in Vietnam.
I kept trying to push through my exhaustion, returning to sea in spite of my symptoms. We live in a society that believes your value is directly tied to your work and productivity. It's a cruel and ableist lens to view human worth that way.
My body has never fully recovered. M.E. has been a rollercoaster of ups and downs and I feel like I've missed out on so much in the last five years of my life. I have tried to go back to some sort of career several times since then only to find myself in worse shape. These last few months of deep rest are the first time I've managed to find some balance with my illness. Sometimes I use a cane. Sometimes I don't. My mobility shifts like the wind. Please know that you aren't alone and many people with long covid may also be experiencing M.E.
It's easy to miss our existence. We just aren't there anymore, and it shouldn't have to stay this way.
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