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500 chars seems arbitrary for posts and inadequate for #MentalHealthMetaphor #MentalHealth posts
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not much sleep last night… managed to hang on to one moment of a dream with a cat putting its front paws on my thighs as it stood on its hind legs w/ a danger of a door being shut on its tail… perhaps why i woke, or remember…
but still miss #DexterFishpaw 😻
one of the worst impacts of #TMS 🧠⚡️🧲 treatment has been not being able to retain my dreams as i used to…
which makes me worry about dementia which is being exacerbated by my isolation…
what a mess 😩
having a mental breakdown
crying in the hallway in front of the roommate
i am struggling to keep it together
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enjoyed watching Bunny and the Bull, particularly the set design, animation, world-bending aspects…
& hey! casual male nudity
would be nice if grief-trauma agoraphobia could be wrapped up so neatly, but as britcoms go it wasn't insensitive though not necessarily the focus
so, knells the death bell for Prism Health
“As part of Cascade AIDS Project (CAP), we’re refreshing our brand…”
after losing #MentalHealth services and, as of last month, my doctor — i do not think this bodes well for my being.
marketing [ie refreshing the brand] isn't going to solve my need for access to #Healthcare
cut staff & eliminate services — repackaged to save a few high admin jobs/CEO pay
thanks america
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while in the grocery store, on the loud overhead speakers, ONJ sings Xanadu
& i instantly want roller skates to pop from my shoes, blast everyone in rainbow juice as i escape with all of the food that i can't afford
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society is really sending out the ‘kill yourself or we will do it for you in the most painful way possible’ message
and i do no appreciate it
extent of my conversations:
🥸: how are you?
🦄: clinically depressed
🥸: 🦗
exacerbated sigh
wonderful sense of foreboding… my health clinic has no doctor
really, i'm having trouble finding things to watch…
thought i'd rewatch a very 90s bbc dramedy… 2 unconnected episodes have dealt with suicide with various dramatic interventions… of the sort that would never happen…
i can barely watch anything w/o crying & i can only tolerate so much bad dialog & contrivance… i'm in a fast forward or turn it off mood
where has the good fluff gone…
depression is back. suicidalish. apathetic.
off meds for some time now.
my vision is worsening.
figuratively & literally cannot focus on art rn
i need work, income…
& some form of hope
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trying to keep my mind clear before venturing into the public sphere, but you're not helping…
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strange i think it's ‘too late in the day to leave the apt’ & not that late
i don't want to deal with the post 9-5 crowd
meant to go out when it was much cooler this am… i need some food, but will likely go without. early to bed? idk.
not much real progress on art… phutzing on bits… concentration or desire [& lack thereof]?
i need distraction from this dystopia & more #Gay #Queer content on my timeline
rage is all the rage
at least it's not Monday… unless you're reading this on a Monday
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6 mo. follow up is upon me & i'm not really wanting to make the appt.
circumstances in my life haven't changed.
since #TMS it's more difficult to remember dreams. otherwise, 🤷🏽
do i want to go through treatment again? 🤷🏽
having been through it i'm less hopeful than last year. so my depression asks what's the point?
ugh. sigh. blergh.
Lana would be 51 today… & i would like to be harassing her about getting old; shaking our fists to the sky & canes at the youngins from our front porch…
of course, she would then remind me i am still older than her…
i once told her that i wanted to die first, knowing i wouldn't be able to cope without her. & it is too true, my life has collapsed in grief. i miss her beyond belief.
📷: 2012/June 17, 2013
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