#StacieBee

S t a c i eStacieBee
2025-03-29

πŸ’ŸπŸŒŸπŸ’Ÿ

Sending love + light
Out into the universe
Take some, pass it on

πŸ’ŸπŸŒŸπŸ’Ÿ

S t a c i eStacieBee
2025-03-07

Michelle, I cannot believe it has been a year since you left us far too soon. πŸ’”

I’m grateful to have called you a friend even though it wasn’t nearly long enough. I miss you, my friend.

πŸ’ŸπŸŒŸπŸ•ŠοΈπŸŒŸπŸ’Ÿ

Loss

Some people leave an
Imprint on your soul.
Even when they're gone
They continue to be with you.
Indelible marks
That influence you.
Tattoos of them
Left in you.
Their light continues
To shine on.

S t a c i eStacieBee
2025-02-23

Good morning to you πŸ”†
I'm grateful for this new day 🐝
Hugs to all of you πŸ«‚

πŸ’ŸπŸŒŸπŸ’Ÿ

S t a c i eStacieBee
2025-02-20

Today is the 9th anniversary of my legal name change. I officially became Ms. Bee on this day 9 years ago. I call it my Bee Day. 🐝

S t a c i eStacieBee
2025-01-30
S t a c i eStacieBee
2025-01-30

January 4, 2025

Alive

I am still alive
But not living.
Trauma has robbed
So much from me.
I am still alive
But that’s not enough.
When can I thrive?
When can I have
An actual life?
Trauma still rules me.
I don’t feel like myself.
Trauma stole my life.

S t a c i eStacieBee
2025-01-25

I injured my back in a bad fall in March 2000. Almost 25 years! I suffered a lot with my back after the year+ recovery.

My back tends to go out when I have a foot issue so I’ve been *extra* wary since dealing with multiple foot issues the past 1.5+ years.

I worked from home 6 years ago because of my back + MacGyvered a standing desk for myself. I wrote this poem that’s still relevant:

I'm trying my best
To remember gratitude
While in constant pain

πŸ’ŸπŸŒŸπŸ’Ÿ

S t a c i eStacieBee
2024-08-27

Anxiety girl
Came for a visit last night
I am exhausted

S t a c i eStacieBee
2024-06-11

My foot hurts
This is my eternal song
My foot hurts
One day I will walk again
One day, one day
One day I will walk again
One day, one day

S t a c i eStacieBee
2024-06-11

Stop judging others
Stop judging yourself as well
Less judgment, more love

πŸ’ŸπŸŒŸπŸ’Ÿ

S t a c i eStacieBee
2024-01-08

Sending out all the good vibes into the universe. Take what you need and pass it on.

Oh, and some bonus hugs!

πŸŒŸπŸ’ŸπŸŒŸ:BlobhajfBlobbyHug:πŸŒŸπŸ’ŸπŸŒŸ

S t a c i eStacieBee
2024-01-05

This pic showed up in my Timehop today from 9 years ago.

πŸ’ŸπŸŒŸπŸ’Ÿ

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Square photo of peaceful sunset with black text added on the top over the sky: Kindness is always in fashion

Wispy clouds in a blue sky above the sun setting above the horizon. Yellow and orange colours getting darker as the sun sinks down. I was looking south towards Vancouver from Ray Perrault Park in North Vancouver. Below the sun in the center are black silhouettes of trees in front of black silhouettes of buildings forming the skyline in downtown Vancouver. The bottom third of the photo is completely black.
S t a c i eStacieBee
2024-01-02

πŸ‘†Response to the poem above composed today as it dawned on me

πŸ’‘πŸ—οΈ

January 1, 2024

I Am The Key

It was never a lock
I had access the whole time
I just did not know it
What I crave is within me
So I can access it
And tell myself what I long to hear
I matter
I am enough
I am worthy
I am loved

πŸŒŸπŸ’ŸπŸŒŸ

S t a c i eStacieBee
2023-12-30
Closeup square photo of me at 3 years old. I’m standing outside in front of a cream stucco wall. I’m smiling with my mouth closed and can barely keep my eyes open because of the sun. I’m pretty certain this is from my third birthday party because I’m wearing the same outfit and my hair is the same as other photos from that day. I have straight blonde hair worn in high pigtails near the back and failed bangs because of a prominent cowlick. I’m wearing a long sleeve navy wrap dress that my mom likely made with a belt (not seen) that matches the navy and white striped edging on the dress and a white turtleneck shirt underneath. Also not seen: white knee socks and red Mary Jane shoes.
S t a c i eStacieBee
2023-12-29

Photographic evidence of me developing my sweet tooth in Nottingham in 1973.

πŸ₯°πŸ“·

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Square photo of me at about 18 months old. I’m sitting on the faded red step outside my maternal grandparents’ house in Nottingham. My passport was stamped at Heathrow in late April 1973 and this looks like the spring or summer since the red door to the left behind me is open and I’m wearing a white shapeless dress with white socks and red shoes. There is a white kerchief with an indiscernible pattern covering my short blonde hair. My hands are in front of my mouth and I’m eating what appears to be a cherry Bakewell tart. There is half a tart with the distinctive cherry and white icing sitting on a white plate on the step on the right side beside 3 empty glass milk bottles. Behind them are some windows with white framing.
S t a c i eStacieBee
2023-12-25
Horizontal view focused on the left on a purple shiny decoration hanging on a snowy evergreen tree in a park. Blue sky, blurry trees, and snow in the background on the right. Cartoon white snowflakes added on top right. Red text β€œMerry Christmas!” added beneath the snowflakes. Red cartoon gift with white ribbon, cartoon Santa waving, and green cartoon gift with red ribbon added on the bottom right side.

Picture taken on December 31, 2021
S t a c i eStacieBee
2023-12-22

Happy winter solstice!

Since I’m having a resting and healing vacation, please enjoy this pic I took on this day last year.

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Horizontal view of a beautiful snowy day with people tobogganing on a hill with blue sky and sun shining behind trees in the distance.
S t a c i eStacieBee
2023-12-17

This pic showed up in my Timehop today. Taken on December 16, 2015.

Christmas lights at Lonsdale Quay

πŸŽ„

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Square photo looking up at multicoloured lights outside in the dark. Lights hanging from a pole drape down around a circle base, making it look like a tree against a black background. The lights furthest away have a bokeh effect.
S t a c i eStacieBee
2023-12-14

1983 me:

La-di-da
Stop laughing Trevor (Trevor snickers)
La-di-da
I know it’s nice weather

La-di-da-di-da-di-da-di-da-di-da

If you like Sesame Street,
You’ll like my feet
If you don’t, you’re gonna eat the snow
But it ain’t snowing outside right now
I just wanna go outside and milk my cow

🀣🎢

S t a c i eStacieBee
2023-12-14

This song I made up as a kid has been playing on the radio station in my head all day + making me laugh

πŸ˜†πŸŽΆ

1983 me:

My name is Mr. Handyman Candyman
I love to play in the sand with all the kids
We make mud pies
And then we tell lies
About our parents
Eating cottage cheese

La-la-di-da-la-la-di-da

My name is Mr. Mr. Mr. Whatever

La-la-di-da-la-la-di-da

We tell lies about our parents
Eating cottage cheese

🀣🎢

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