I've been mega overthinking my posts lately. And online content in general. I typically take longer than I think I need to do things. I try not to feel bothered by this, but I often am honestly. Between #anxiety, #adhd, and #ocd, I am very good at overthinking. I have attention to detail, but it sometimes feels like it's at the cost of myself. I need to keep myself in check, or else my overthinking may override and waste time on negligible details. My perfectionist tendencies don't help this dynamic either.
I'm about to start making some posts to lead up to my #vtuber debut soon. I'm so excited to start this new chapter for my life and creative projects! At the same time, I'm terrified. Not dread-filled terror, but the kind of nerves you get before you take a big leap of faith. I feel like half my effort towards content creation (and #creativity in general) is #innerwork alone. It's very healing but it's also a lot to process. Regardless of how people see me online, I can tell I'm going to learn a lot by vtubing regularly! :3
#AuDHD #vtuberdebut #contentcreator #shadowwork #creative #gaming #witches