I understand my mom's #delusions about demons in our house coming to take my brother and I's soul now.
She would be awake for weeks and go insane, paint crosses on our doors with her own blood trying to protect us from the angel of death.
My dad's soul was gone in her delusions too. She was scared of him.
I see now she subconsciously knew he was #abusing all of us, and trying to protect her children, and had gone so insane she didn't know how.