📘 "Beautyland" by Marie-Helene Bertino
I was expecting to enjoy this book, but I didn't. It started off somewhat promising and then kept deflating.
It's promoted as a book about a girl who thinks she's an alien. I guess you could summarize it like that. It's a book chronicling a (probably neurodivergent) woman's life. She's described as being so different, but she grows up, goes to school, works a 9 to 5, drives a car, goes to the gym, drinks wine in restaurants with a friend, visits her parent, cares for a dog. She has a hard time understanding human's behaviors and social cues, and reports on this to aliens. That's it.
I don't know. It's written well. The story flows. It's an okay book. That's it. It's just so... safe and generic. In certain ways it's like every book about girlhood, like every coming of age book, like every small-town-moves-to-the-big-city book, like every contemporary book about being fully functional but not feeling like you fit in, like every mediocre book giving a little mild critique on the hypocrisy of people and grief. It feels completely average in the category of American general fiction.
I wish it had done anything at all. Anything. To me, this book felt like a potato (so much potential) that was peeled and cooked without any spices added. There were two grains of salt on there at the beginning, but they quickly ran out.
One positive thing is that this book (in combination with a recommendation on Masto) motivated me to pick up Carl Sagan's book "Cosmos". I'm having a good time with that so far.
PS: This book 100% spoils the ending to the tv show "The Good Place", just a warning if you'd still like to watch that unspoiled.
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