#cripplepunk

4 🦝 Pretending to be a 🌳aldercone@mastodon.art
2025-03-31

Made three #Pride variations!
- freesvg.org/black-trans-pride-
- freesvg.org/pride-cripplepunk
- freesvg.org/trans-pride-crippl

and its a good day to remember us Aldercones are all #trans and Aldercone one of the ways we are visible! And that like many trans folks of color, are struggling mastodon.art/@aldercone/114230

-- :gay_cactus:

#publicDomain #vector #TDOV #disability #cripplepunk #disabledArtist #creativeNatives #nonbinary #TransDayOfVisibility

simple icon of a person with a spiked cresta and in a wheelchair actively pushing themselves in the Black Trans Pride Colors: light blue, pink, black, pink, and light bluesimple icon of a person with a spiked cresta and in a wheelchair actively pushing themselves in a philly pride gradient of black, brown, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purplesimple icon of a person with a spiked cresta and in a wheelchair actively pushing themselves in trans pride colors: light blue, pink, white, pink, and light blue
2025-03-31

This cat is my gender.

-Allēna

#angry #enby #womanadjacent #fierce #feral #queer #pissed #cripplepunk #based

#angry #based #CripplePunk #enby #feral #fierce #pissed #queer #womanadjacent

4 🦝 Pretending to be a 🌳aldercone@mastodon.art
2025-03-30
simple icon of a person with a spiked cresta and in a wheelchair actively pushing themselves
2025-03-30

Gonna start calling my flareups ” getting cast into gay baby jail” now.

Meme format comes from the inimitable @haladrielnation.bsky.social on Bluesky!

-Allēna

#NEISvoid #ringsofpower #meme #galadriel #spoonie #queer #cripplepunk

#CripplePunk #galadriel #meme #NEISvoid #queer #ringsofpower #Spoonie

4 🦝 Pretending to be a 🌳aldercone@mastodon.art
2025-03-28

Talk by @atjscreams and me is up on #GDoCExpo's youtube!

Listen to how it's *AWESOME* to be #Cripplepunk! (and ideas to accessibility your life *and* make games!) youtube.com/watch?v=HKHly0Jr11

Here's the companion page I made for it with the maaaany links in it evel.life/articles/cripplepunk

And hey white folks, throw us a few bucks eh!
- ko-fi.com/atonyjerome
- ko-fi.com/aldercone

--:gay_cactus:

#DisabilityLifestyle #pocMade #BIPOC #disability #GameDevsOfColor #disabledArtist #indieDev

Thumbnail of video, with GDOC EXPO in the top left corner and "its AWESOME to be cripplepunk" in large bold yellow over a photo of six disabled people of color sit inside an art-filled bookstore, wearing a mix of KN-95 and N-95 masks in different shades.

In the center, a Black person sits in front of a couch, wearing glasses and noise-canceling headphones, while holding up a sign reading, “Together We Mask.”

On their left, a Black person rests on their rollator and an Indigenous woman sits on the couch. On their right, a Latinx person sits on the couch with their cane resting against their legs, a Latinx woman sits on the floor, and an Asian person relaxes in their mobility scooter.

Photo was taken by Gritchelle Fallesgon for the Disabled and Here project https://affecttheverb.com/disabledandhere
Bean NoneyaBeanNoneya
2025-03-17

All of my muscles feel like they've got a build up of lactic acid in them. I don't know why, and it won't go away.

2025-02-24

Challenges

Ah yes. An interesting prompt.

What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months?

Staying alive, in all honesty. We live in a hellscape and I’m under a lot of stress right now being a repository of knowledge and stress buffer/mediator for a lot of people. It’s so bad right now that I don’t know how I feel personally about a lot of the situations I’m the human DMZ in, and I am currently too exhausted to try. Alexithymia and chronic fatigue are bitches and a half.

I’m still trying to care for myself as best as possible in all of this, finding a balance is just…. Difficult. It’s one of the reasons my phone is eternally on Do Not Disturb. It gives me some semblance of artificially manufactured peace and quiet amidst all the chaos.

I think in another life, I would have made a great emergency medical technician.

-Allēna

#actuallyAuDHD #ChronicPain #chronicfatigue #chronicillness #contemplation #CripplePunk #dailyprompt #dailyprompt1854 #eepy #housebound #jointpain #MECFS #NEISvoid #Spoonie #strokesurvivor

2025-02-22

Regarding boredom..

These prompts, have been going OFF lately. Here’s today’s.

What bores you?

Well, I am an AuDHDer, so, in short… Pretty much everything after a point, fortunately or unfortunately. My brain is hardwired for two things, as best I can determine, and those things are patterns and novelty, such that after I get used to something, I can tune it out. It can, in every meaningful way, cease to exist to me.

That skill has served me very well during situations where I was being actively abused – I would memorize my abusers to such a degree that I could work around them and they’d be all but nonexistent to me. In situations where I actually give a shit but things are just moving too damn slowly for my brain that processes shit at roughly the speed of the manhole we accidentally launched into space, it’s a helluva curse and I would rather die than be stuck in whatever situation I’m in waiting. Patience is not my strong suit. So I tend to live in my head a lot to pass the time.

The one consistent exception to this is when something pisses me the fuck off. Then it’s eternally interesting and it’ll get stuck in my head until I solve it. I cannot count the number of special interests I’ve gotten into because someone told me I couldn’t ever do them.

I am a contrarian little bitch who finds ways or fucking makes them…

-Allēna

#ActuallyADHD #actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #anger #angermanagement #boredom #CripplePunk #dailyprompt #dailyprompt1854 #daydreaming #entertainment #MachJesus #maliciouscompliance #NEISvoid #neurodivergence #resourcefulness #spite

2025-02-20

What’s this? Another prompt I want to actually take somewhat seriously?

Who are your favorite people to be around?

People who are straightforward, honest, and the only bullshit they give me is the joking kind. Preferably, they can see shit about me that I can’t, and can do shit that I can’t without making me feel like shit for it. They don’t talk my ear off constantly about meaningless shit and believe that words have as much power as actions and use both in tandem.

I’m very picky about the people I surround myself with, and it’s a high bar because I have made peace with solitude most days, being mostly housebound and all, to the point where if I prefer being alone more than I enjoy spending time with a person, I simply won’t engage with them if I don’t have to. I am too tired and have too much shit to do (as well as people I actually like) to pay the people I dislike much mind. My energy is precious and I don’t have much of it. So I do my best to use it wisely. My favorite people get that and go to great lengths to help me protect the little energy I have.

I’m not proud of a lot of the way my life has gone, and there’s a lot that happened that’s entirely outside of my control. However, I’m damn proud of the fact that I picked great people.

-Allēna

#charisma #chronicfatigue #chronicillness #community #CripplePunk #dailyprompt #dailyprompt1854 #Disabled #eepy #friends #hopeposting #housebound #jointhypermobility #jointpain #MECFS #NEISvoid #neurodivergence #partners #queer #socialtime #Spoonie #strokesurvivor #winning

2025-02-06

The world is a lot right now.

In all honesty, our phone is on Do Not Disturb to avoid the constant onslaught of news and we are messaging very few people to preserve spoons.

One of us (I forget who) saw a post a few days ago that talked about how a therapist was saying that a desire to build an off grid self sustaining farm and never come back to society was a manifestation of exhaustion and burnout, and whoever it was felt so called out that they almost started crying.

You don’t say that it’s a manifestation of exhaustion and fucking burnout, anonymous therapist! Society is fucking exhausting! Why do you think I rarely front around most people? They fucking exhaust me and burn me out!

I would do unholy things for an off grid, self sustaining farm if this body weren’t fucking allergic to the outdoors.

I know my body couldn’t handle the work to maintain it, let alone the lack of infrastructure, etc., and that  fucking kills me. So I settle for being a housebound art gremlin in the city with hopefully half decent OpSec.

No amount of money can fix this particular yearning of ours, sadly. What’s the point of having money to buy land for a self sustaining farm if you can’t fucking work the farm without killing yourself? And what’s the point in having money for a farm even if other people you love lived on it with you if you can’t go outside eighty percent of the year to enjoy it? Even if I wanted to simply sit outside, it would hurt me too badly for most of the year than the enjoyment would be worth.

Unfortunately, we’re learning our limits, and that comes with a fair amount of grief.

Fuck. This hurts. This hurts so bad.

I’m gonna go grab a snack and nap or make art or something.

-Castor

#burnout #chronicIllness #ComplexGrief #CripplePunk #disabilities #Disabled #exhaustion #grief #Processing

2025-02-02

The Barca Effect: Observations From Experience That Have Kept Us Safe In An Increasingly Chaotic World

Hi, everyone. I’ve been seeing a LOT of people drawing parallels to Hitler and the Weimar Republic with what’s going on in the US and the world currently, and I want to offer some practical suggestions on how to not comply in advance that have kept my system and others safe for years.

A bit of background: I come from old money, am an ex Mormon, and taught history as an academic tutor for years. Over the course of this stretch of time, I saw and learned lot.

One of the biggest things I observed that I’m seeing play out now is from far, far further back in history than Hitler – the story of Hannibal Barca of Carthage.

Hannibal Barca knew that Rome, his greatest foe, would expect an attack by sea. Rome is situated only a short distance from the coast, and Carthage was predominantly a maritime power. So Rome expected Carthage to attack by sea. Hannibal knew this, and he took the long way, taking an army overland, over the Alps,a route so goddamned insane that nobody believed he would ever pull it off. People saw him coming for months, but because his methods were so implausible, by the time he cleared the Alps, it was too late, and he was terrorizing Italy for the next decade.

I call this anti-orthodox methodology “the Barca Effect”. It relies heavily on people firmly believing you’re insane or your methods are impossible until it’s too late to effectively stop you. It takes a very long time to effectively set up, but if you do it right, it’s devastating.

Trump is the master of the Barca Effect, if you look at everything he’s done.

My mother, Hera, was also the master of the Barca Effect, which is I know such tactics exist on a personal level, and how to effectively counter them.

A plan like Trump’s and my mother’s relies heavily on most people either turning a blind eye to it, complying with it, or not believing it in time. If you notice, he’s been forced to change course multiple times as information has been leaked and people have been banding together to keep each other safe. Pushing back and sharing information is an effective way to counter such tactics, but an even more effective way to counter it is to, in my experience, push back harder by being more batshit.

Much of a good Barca Effect plan relies on people ignoring the warning signs of the plan until it’s too late. So make yourself and your community LOUD. If you know what’s going on, don’t shut up about it, travel in numbers. Make people uncomfortable. Be fucking weird. If ICE shows up, refuse them entry unless they can PROVE they have papers signed by a fucking judge. Shout “LA MIGRA” or “ICE IS HERE” in ANY LANGUAGE YOU KNOW. Be a fucking threat to everything they hold dear. Laugh at fascists and make them scared again. Share your moments of joy. Keep making art. Form community, feel your emotions, document the shit out of them loudly. Don’t snitch. Bombard tip lines with memes. Make memes. The sillier the better.

This is why my system and I mostly shitpost and share cat photos, honestly.

Because being scared, hopeless, and divided is what this admin WANTS.

And if someone makes you remotely uncomfortable, learn to make them MORE uncomfortable. It’s saved my life many a time.

Welcome to the inconvenience store, bitches. I’m your overworked clerk. What can I get ya?

Stay crotchety, stay hopeful.

-Allēna

Here’s a bit about Hannibal if you want to read more ✨

#anticapitalism #antitrump #artasresistance #changeTheWorld #CripplePunk #CurrentEvents #fucktrump #resistance #USPol #worldHistory

2025-01-31

It is Void o Clock.

When the ancient void kitty needs cuddles, it’s time for photos, I suppose.

He’s such a good baby.

-Lazarus

#agender #androgyny #artasresistance #BlackCat #catsoffediverse #CatsOfMastodon #CripplePunk #Disabled #nonbinary #selfie #seniorcat #Void #voidPunk

2025-01-30

The Art of Bitching

Well, this is an interesting prompt.

What do you complain about the most?

I tend to complain a lot about anything that’s difficult or exhausting for me while in the process of doing it. It helps me bypass my executive dysfunction and my deeply rooted perfectionism, which often makes it damn near physically painful to get out of my blanket lump, so cussing about having to do the task makes the task doable.

It’s one of the joys I have discovered in adulthood, as when I was a child and teen, I was often made to do things without showing a hint of displeasure. My parents insisted that I did everything they wanted “with a cheerful heart”. So I often did, but gave them hell the rest of the time and would find ways to maliciously comply with that rule while doing the task. They learned pretty early that the only way to get me to do anything that I didn’t really give a shit about well was to pay me a king’s ransom 🤣. But now that I am away from them and better for it, I bitch about damn near everything that I have to do that doesn’t involve being cocooned in a blanket lump while in the process of getting shit done.

I don’t mind being productive, for the record. I actually quite enjoy it. It just hurts a lot of the time. Bitching about the task at hand gets me to start the process of being productive, and I highly recommend it.

How do y’all get shit done?

-Allēna

#actuallyADHD #actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #chronicFatigue #chronicIllness #ChronicPain #CripplePunk #dailyprompt #dailyprompt1808 #disability #Disabled #ExecutiveDysfunction #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #neurodivergence #neuroqueer #strokeSurvivor #tbi

Xavier Duacastilla Solerxavidua
2025-01-30

Un lavabo adaptado no es un almacén

2025-01-24

In reference to my previous post:

Cops probably have shit taste in music. Just like the rest of their shit life decisions.

-Allēna

#ACAB #AmbulatoryWheelchairUser #CripplePunk #currentlylistening #MumfordAndSons #music #WheelchairUser

2025-01-23

A note on meaningful contributions, mutual aid, etc..

Reposted lark (@consentclub) on Threads (Threads)

The revolution will need parents and caregivers.
The revolution will need artists.
The revolution will need everyday people.

THIS ^^^. We say this all the time. What you can contribute matters. Do what you can do with what you have.

Just don’t do nothing.

-Allēna

#community #CommunityCare #CripplePunk #hopeposting #leftism #meaning #mutualaid

2025-01-23

A message to anyone learning a new skill:

From Tumblr user mushroomcaphat.

This doesn’t just apply to cooking.

Xavier used to always tell me before he died that you have to learn the rules to anything before you can break them. And this man was a certifiable genius across the board – brilliant cook, chaos programmer, astonishing writer, ruthless editor. I swear he did everything by his intuition, too, but only after learning the rules of a skill enough to break them.

Damn near everything I can do, I first learned to do from watching that contrarian bitch of a man do life. He was a wonderful, terrible, grumpy, hilarious, Renaissance master of multidisciplinary batshittery, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. And I had to fail my way forward first until I found a way to do things that worked for me.

And I will never stop learning about everything I can get my eternally bored hands on, learning rules, breaking them creatively, rinsing, repeating, and having a whole lot of fun while I do.

So please, experiment, fail your way forward, break new ground. This is how you learn and find ways to do things that work for you. But also learn from the masters. There’s nuance in everything. You don’t have to reinvent the wheel.

Happy learning, and stay curious!

-Allēna

#AcceptanceMatters #actuallyADHD #actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #art #batshittery #boredom #cooking #creativity #CripplePunk #failure #father #HopePunk #hopeposting #intuition #learning #SkillAcquisition #Xavier

2025-01-22

Well, it’s almost 7:30 AM, I’m nauseated, so I’ve been doing some light reading.

And it appears that there are more people who also said “fuck it” to systems in play going on in the world right now and are also rolling with the punches while trying to build better ways of doing things. One of those people is English professor Jem Bendell. I’m not sure yet if I agree with everything he’s doing/believes in (but then again, do you ever?) because I’m still exploring and contemplating all that he has to say, but he did publish a fascinating piece on his site back in February 2024 about deep adaptation to climate crisis, massive social change, and collapse, and how sometimes saying fuck it and making a huge life change in light of all of that is the least risky option.

Given everything that’s going on politically here in the States, I think it’s well worth the read and to do some thinking about, even if you don’t agree with most or all of what he says.

Cool shit.

-Allēna

#chronicIllness #ClimateChange #CripplePunk #DeepAdaptation #HopePunk #LightReading #USPol

2025-01-22

Have a Creature I painted!

Have a Creature I painted!

This Batshit Creature comes from a question the Zelda System asked me – “if you could design a stuffed animal based off of yourself, what would it look like?”

He’s based off of an endangered species in New Zealand known as the tuatara, has three eyes, and is definitely missing a foot, lol.

I absolutely want this stuffie now.

-Lazarus

#characterArt #conceptArt #creature #CripplePunk #Disabled #myArt #nonbinary #stuffedAnimals #Zelda #ZeldaSystem

#characterArt #characterArt #conceptArt #conceptart #creature #CripplePunk #CripplePunk #Disabled #myArt #myArt #nonbinary #paintings #stuffedAnimals #stuffedAnimals #visualArt #Zelda #ZeldaSystem #ZeldaSystem

2025-01-21

My Brainhole… Visualized

A bit of context: my friend mk (it/its) posted an incredible thought piece on its Substack on feral anarchy, what it means, etc., and I found it very inspiring. I, too, am quite feral, a synesthete, have zero sense of linear time, and have built my very neuroqueer life from a place of loosely organized chaos. So I decided to make art that aimed to describe my experience a bit. Therefore… Have this!

Many of the words in this art piece are from my poetry, hehe.

I highly recommend reading mk’s work if you do not and following/subscribing! It’s doing great things.

-Lazarus ✨

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