I love my sonas. Kaoru is a direct insert of me, though has grown into his own story elements. Pepe is a huge comfort to me. Slouth represents my invisible disability. They mean very much to me and I am very connected to them all in their own special ways.
I have never experienced a true sona until now.
I don't know what happened. Maybe it's an actual connection to therianism or liking dogs a lot or pet and age regression. I'm not sure. Good Boy feels like me. He still feels like his own character, but he feels like me. Like sometimes I become him. And other times he is just my favorite guy Good Boy. I would like to be a Good Boy. Not in a sexual way. But I would just like to be the Good Boy.
Anyways, all this is to say that I guess I have a new fursona. Like, a real one. I need to make some lore for him soon, but I hope to make some interesting connections between him and Kaoru and Pepe. I have very much missed talking about my OCs and being public and I have just been in a constant rut of depression for the last 2 years. I feel like recently I am breaking out a bit. I am excited about one of my OCs for more than immediate dopamine grants. I have a strong hyperfixation I tell everyone about. I'm consuming new media and enjoying myself.
I think I will be okay in the end after all.
























