Sometimes recently, i've been wondering (in regards to my headspace) was I supposed to discover my headspace bro? like was me finding out about it supposed to happen in a sort of good destiny way, I probably would've never realized the fracture in my brain and be able to reach out to those disconnected parts otherwise, id probably be just as disfunctional as i used to be before we realized it.
ike in a spiritual way maybe after we fractured we were set up to or supposed to reunite with each other always somehow so we h]could help each other and get shit done and be happy and what not and resonate (ect)
not to mention we've all been having a rough time lately so recognizing each other and our different needs has helped a lot (to say the least)
I'm not sure when the split happened, we were fine as a single but then signs kinda just kept popping up until we were like "oh shit we're different people aren't we"
Not saying it's DID btw, we all have different functions in the brain but the system developed on it's own without us realizing until i started resonating with the word "two spirit"
Two of us are pretty sure our system developed partly due to ocd and due to lack of our neurons interacting properly (leading to diff parts of the brain dissociating while others were active) after all, if you can't control part of your mind it's not really a strech for it to sort of "drift off" from your main ego over time
I'm just glad we understand each other now, were finally functioning roperly like how we used to back when we were single, although it doesn't feel the same due to not all of us being active at once, that's ok though, i like my headbros and headsisters, theyve really helped me a lot!!
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