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I Am Seen: Uriel’s Story

1,680 words, 9 minutes read time.

I am Uriel. I have been many things in my life — a servant of the queen, her treasurer, a man entrusted with her wealth, her correspondence, her secrets. Respected, feared, admired. Yet in the quiet of my heart, I have often felt… unseen. Not just overlooked by men, but unseen by God.

For years, I had believed that my position, my intelligence, my loyalty, and my ability to navigate the intrigues of court life could define me. That I could earn respect, perhaps even God’s favor, through accomplishment. But the truth I carried in my heart told a different story. I was a eunuch, a man marked by society as incomplete, and no title, no honor, no treasure could hide the ache of exclusion.

That day, I rode south on the desert road from Jerusalem to Gaza. My chariot rattled over stones that seemed to mock the rhythm of my heartbeat, the sun pressing down with a relentless weight. In my hands was a scroll — Isaiah 53 — the words of the suffering servant, pierced for our transgressions, led like a lamb to the slaughter. I had read these words many times before, but today they burned differently.

As I read, I reflected on Isaiah 56:3-5 — the promise to eunuchs and the marginalized. I felt a warmth in my chest as if God were speaking directly to me: “Some are born that way, some are made that way, some choose devotion for the kingdom of heaven. God sees you. You are not lesser. You are not overlooked.”

Could it really be true? Could a man like me — excluded from family, from the society I served, defined by usefulness rather than worth — truly belong? Could I be accepted by God?

I thought of the queen’s court. Every day, I managed treasures, counseled ministers, carried the queen’s correspondence. I was trusted with her wealth, her secrets, her reputation. Men came to me for advice, for judgment, for strategy. Yet I walked among them as a man seen only for what he could do, not who he was. Every glance reminded me: I was different — useful, yes, but incomplete.

I reflected on my own pride. I had relied on titles and intellect, on influence and cunning, to craft my identity. I had learned to hide my loneliness behind a mask of competence. But in the heat of the desert and the stillness of my soul, I realized that all of it was hollow. Who truly saw me? Who truly knew me?

Then he appeared. Philip. Walking steadily toward me, eyes focused, yet gentle. Later I learned he had been sent by an angel of the Lord — divinely orchestrated, guided to this road at exactly this moment. My breath caught. There was authority in him, yes, but also a kindness I had rarely encountered. Something in his presence radiated God’s intent.

Philip spoke simply: “Do you understand what you are reading?”

I hesitated, pride rising as it always did. I knew the scriptures. I could recite them, interpret them, debate them with scholars. But he did not speak to test my knowledge. His question invited honesty. I spoke of Isaiah 53, of the suffering servant who bore our pain, pierced for our transgressions. I confessed my confusion, my longing, my sense of unworthiness. “How can a man like me,” I asked, “find a place in God’s kingdom? I am a eunuch. I have no sons, no family legacy. I am… incomplete.”

Philip nodded, his expression steady, patient. “The Spirit opens hearts to see what is true,” he said. “God looks at the heart, not at status or appearance. He sees you, Uriel. He calls you.”

I felt again the echo of Jesus’ words about eunuchs — self-denial, surrender, devotion beyond societal expectations. This was the path God offered: not pride, not titles, not the approval of men, but humility and obedience. My walls began to crumble. The pride that had insulated me for years, the fear of exposure, the ache of exclusion — all were being unmasked in the light of God’s acceptance.

I thought back to my days in the palace: the careful calculations, the whispered secrets, the constant weighing of trust and betrayal. I had been a man of influence, yes, but never a man free. Always performing, always measured. Always hiding the parts of myself that the world deemed “incomplete.” I realized then that God’s kingdom did not measure me by what society demanded, but by what He saw — a heart capable of faith, a soul capable of surrender.

I looked down at the water in the desert ravine, a narrow pool glimmering under the sun. My chest tightened. “See,” I said to Philip, pointing, “here is water! What prevents me from being baptized?”

We left the chariot together. I stepped into the cool water, the desert air contrasting sharply against the stream’s embrace. As I lowered myself beneath the surface, I felt more than water surrounding me — I felt the weight of years of shame and fear, pride and secrecy, lifting. When I rose again, I gasped, tasting freedom for the first time in my life.

Philip smiled. We sat for a while on the bank, the scroll still in my hands. He asked quietly about my life, my fears, my doubts. I spoke of the isolation I had felt as a eunuch in a society that prizes legacy and masculinity, of the times I wondered if God could ever use someone like me. He listened. And I understood, in a way I never had before, that God’s acceptance is not earned through achievement or conformity, but received through honesty, humility, and surrender.

I mounted my chariot once more, the scroll of Isaiah 53 still in my hands, but now a new understanding in my heart. I was not merely a treasurer, not merely a eunuch, not merely a man defined by society. I was seen. Fully. By God. And in that sight, I was made whole.

As I rode down the road, I thought of men I knew — proud, successful, burdened by secrecy or shame, afraid to be seen as they truly are. I thought of the armor we wear, the masks we craft, the chains of pride we carry. I wanted to tell them: true strength is not measured by titles, wealth, or control. True strength is courage, humility, and surrender. To be seen by God is freedom beyond any earthly measure.

I am Uriel. I am seen. I am known. And I will never be the same.

Author’s Note – Inclusion and God’s Promise

There are times in life when we feel invisible — when the world notices what we do but never who we truly are. Perhaps you’ve carried the weight of pride, fear, or isolation, wondering if anyone really sees you.

We don’t know the name of the eunuch that day on the desert road, but God does. History preserves his title, his position, his nationality — but not the man’s name. Yet in God’s eyes, he is known. He has a new name, one that is written on a memorial, within the walls of God’s temple. He new name is etched in eternity. Isaiah 56:4–8 promises:

To the eunuchs who keep my Sabbaths,
who choose what pleases me and hold fast to my covenant—
to them I will give within my temple and its walls a memorial and a name better than sons and daughters; I will give them an everlasting name that will endure forever.

And foreigners who bind themselves to the Lord to minister to him,
to love the name of the Lord, and to be his servants,
all who keep the Sabbath without desecrating it
and who hold fast to my covenant—these I will bring to my holy mountain and give them joy in my house of prayer. Their burnt offerings and sacrifices will be accepted on my altar; for my house will be called a house of prayer for all nations.”

Notice that Isaiah specifically promises that “their burnt offerings and sacrifices will be accepted…for all nations.” God intended the temple to be a place where those excluded by society — eunuchs, foreigners, outsiders — could encounter Him fully.

Yet centuries later, Jesus braided a whip and overturned the tables of the money changers in the temple. Why? Because the vendors were in the Court of the Gentiles, the only place where non-Jews could approach God. They had turned God’s house — God’s house of prayer for all nations — into a marketplace that excluded and exploited outsiders.

This act reveals God’s heart: He calls the marginalized to worship freely, and He opposes systems that keep them out. The eunuch’s story on the desert road echoes this truth: even if society excludes or overlooks you, God sees you, welcomes you, and your devotion is honored in His eternal house.

May this promise speak to anyone who has ever felt unseen or excluded. You are seen. You are known. And your name is written on the walls of God’s eternal temple.

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Uriel, the Ethiopian eunuch, kneeling in a desert stream as Philip guides him into baptism, with a scroll of Isaiah 53 nearby. Sunlight illuminates the scene, symbolizing spiritual awakening and divine acceptance.

The Silent Witness at the Manger: A Servant’s Secret Testimony

1,998 words, 11 minutes read time.

I have never been a man anyone noticed. Not the elders, not the merchants, not even the travelers who jostled past me in the crowded streets of Bethlehem. I’m a servant, not by choice but by necessity—a shadow among shadows, a man whose work is never praised, whose hands never remembered. Yet, I stand before you today, telling you a story that has never been spoken aloud, not because it belongs to me, but because I was there. I saw Him. The one the world calls Jesus. And I, a lowly servant with a heart full of pride and a life full of regrets, am the only one who can testify to the raw, unvarnished truth of that night.

I arrived in Bethlehem as the city swelled with travelers, each driven by the heavy hand of Caesar’s census. I had carried the burdens of others my entire life—sacks of grain, crates of dates, the unspoken weight of other people’s expectations. My pride whispered constantly that I deserved better than this, that the life of a servant was beneath a man of my talents, yet I had no escape. There is a peculiar torment in knowing your worth yet being forced to wear a mask of obedience. I had learned to swallow my anger, my shame, my desires. But that night, in the cold and the chaos, all my masks began to crack.

I remember following Joseph and Mary through the narrow streets, unseen, unnoticed. They were exhausted, Mary pale with the labor of the journey, Joseph’s eyes shadowed with worry. I had served many masters, but never one whose presence seemed to command both reverence and mystery. I thought, “Why them? Why does the world bend toward the insignificant?” I tried to justify my bitterness, claiming the knowledge that life is cruel, that good men are often ignored, that fate favors no one. I would convince myself that cynicism was wisdom, even as my hands shook carrying yet another bundle of provisions.

When we arrived at the stable, it smelled of straw and sweat and the sour tang of animals. I had smelled it all my life, but that night, it hit me differently. There was a stillness that belied the mess, a quiet order beneath the disorder. Mary’s labor began there, in the shadows of an unremarkable barn, and I watched as Joseph’s jaw tightened, his hands trembling with helplessness and care. I wanted to look away, to hide my awe, but I could not. For in that moment, I saw vulnerability, and it pierced me in a way I had not expected. Vulnerability is dangerous, men. It forces you to confront your own weakness. And I am a man who spent decades building walls around weakness.

The birth itself was quiet. Too quiet, almost, as if the world had paused to breathe with us. And then, there He was. The child. Not wrapped in silk, not held in gold, but swaddled in cloth, lying in a manger. I had read the prophecies, of course, the words of Isaiah and Micah, but prophecies are cold on the page. Here, in the musty light of the stable, they burned alive. I had to kneel—not because anyone commanded me, but because my pride had nothing left to hold onto. I felt exposed, ridiculous, and yet utterly captivated. The weight of the world’s sins seemed to rest in that tiny chest, and I was a witness.

And then the angels came—or at least, I think they did. A shepherd stumbled in, breathless, eyes wide, speaking of a multitude of angels singing glory. I felt like a fool. Why would God choose such chaos, such ordinary people, to witness the extraordinary? I wanted to claim some of that significance, to announce my presence, but the lesson was brutal: this was not my moment to shine. Pride whispered to me, again and again, that I could turn this into a story about me, my eyes, my devotion. But humility clawed back, reminding me that to witness is not always to participate. To be present is not always to be celebrated.

I watched as the shepherds knelt, trembling, their rough hands brushing against the straw. I wanted to laugh at my own conceit, to remember all the times I had judged others for being “too simple” to understand greatness. And yet, I understood. Their hearts, open and unshielded, were closer to God than any of my careful plans, my attempts to control my destiny. Men, I tell you, there is a danger in hiding behind pride, in measuring your worth by the size of your accomplishments or the respect of others. I had spent years doing so, only to find that the moment that mattered most in the universe was not for me, but for those willing to be small, willing to be seen as nothing.

I reflect now on my own choices leading up to that night. I had clawed my way through life with ambition, often skirting ethics, manipulating situations to my advantage, and justifying every misstep as survival. I had let my ego dictate my interactions with others. And here I was, powerless in the presence of the one who would redeem the world, realizing that all my striving had led me to the foot of a manger where human greatness counted for nothing. My fallacy had been thinking that self-reliance equated to strength. That night, I understood that true strength is often silent, hidden, and rooted in surrender rather than conquest.

The child’s eyes were open briefly, dark and unfathomable, and in them, I saw the weight of every temptation, every weakness, every failure I had ever known. My anger, my lust, my pride, my greed—all of it seemed insignificant in comparison to the purity before me. I felt an unearned shame, a sudden recognition that the way I had lived was not life, but a mimicry of it, chasing shadows and illusions of control. And yet, I could not tear my gaze away. There was beauty in helplessness, in honesty, in surrender—qualities I had spent a lifetime fearing.

Joseph leaned against the wall, exhausted but steadfast. He had no choice but to trust, to support, to witness. Mary held the child, every line of her face etched with pain and wonder. I realized then that being present was more than seeing—it was absorbing the reality of the divine intersecting the mundane, the holy touching the profane. I, a man who had hidden every weakness, who had built walls around my soul, was learning the most difficult lesson: awe requires vulnerability. And men, vulnerability is a battlefield where pride dies.

The hours blurred. The shepherds left, telling their story with trembling voices, and still, I remained. Not because I had courage, but because I could not leave the truth behind. I felt the weight of witnessing pressing down on me, a responsibility I had no authority to claim, and yet one I could not ignore. I wanted to boast, to take credit, to immortalize my presence in the memory of men—but the night would not allow it. God’s plan was silent and simple, a mystery too vast for human ego to dominate.

In that silence, I reflected on my life. My ambition had been my tragic flaw, and I had justified it as cleverness. I had deceived myself with notions of control and destiny. Yet here, in the glow of a manger, I felt a subtle, terrifying hope. Perhaps redemption is not earned by conquest or cleverness, but by witnessing, by surrendering, by acknowledging the truth we would rather hide from ourselves. I would leave that stable not changed entirely, for I am human and flawed, but marked, haunted, and profoundly aware of what it means to be small before God.

I left Bethlehem before dawn, carrying nothing but my shame, my pride, and a memory that would not fade. And I tell you now, to men and to seekers, to those who fight with themselves daily: the story of Jesus is not for the mighty, the cunning, or the men who demand recognition. It is for the silent, the humble, the broken, and even the flawed. I am a testament to that truth, a witness whose hands are stained with both sin and service, whose heart knows both ambition and awe.

Perhaps my story is bitter, perhaps it is unsettling. I make no claims of righteousness, no illusions of moral superiority. I am merely the man who saw the Savior born, who trembled in awe, who recognized that all my struggles, my pride, and my cunning meant nothing in the presence of true grace. I am the servant who stood silent, who did not deserve to witness but was allowed to, and whose soul was quietly transformed in the darkness of a humble stable.

And so, men, hear this: to witness the miraculous, we must first confront our own smallness. To see God’s work, we must strip away the armor we have built around pride, anger, lust, and fear. The night I saw Jesus, I saw what it means to be human, fully exposed, fully vulnerable, yet fully alive in the presence of the divine. We cannot earn it, we cannot demand it, but if we are willing to stand silent, to observe, to surrender—then perhaps, like me, we will witness the extraordinary.

I have walked many roads since that night, some dark, some bright, but the memory of that stable never leaves me. My ambition, my pride, my lustful and angry heart still fight for control, still try to whisper that I am enough on my own. But I know the truth: none of us are enough without surrender. None of us are enough without awe. And men, the day we recognize that will be the day we truly live.

I tell you this, not as a preacher, not as a scholar, but as a man who has fallen, failed, and yet seen the light. Remember me, the silent servant, the witness who trembled in the shadows, who was terrified to be vulnerable, who saw the face of God in the form of a newborn child. And remember this: the life you fight for, the identity you cling to, the pride you defend—all of it is fragile. True strength is quiet. True courage is being seen and choosing to remain.

I am here to testify, not to instruct. But men, if you listen carefully, you may hear the echo of that night in your own heart: that awe waits for those willing to stand small, that grace chooses the unseen, and that even the most flawed among us may witness the miraculous. I was that man, and I have not forgotten.

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A humble servant kneels in awe beside the manger as Mary holds baby Jesus in a dimly lit stable, with Joseph and animals nearby, witnessing the Nativity.

I Saw Her Fear and Jesus’ Mercy: A Tale of Shame and Forgiveness

1,970 words, 10 minutes read time.

I’ve seen a lot in my life, more than most men would admit even to themselves. I was there, in Jerusalem, among the crowd that day in the temple courts, when they dragged her out for all to see. I remember the sun hitting the stone floor, the dust rising in little clouds as feet shifted nervously. I was young, ambitious, eager to impress, and arrogant enough to believe I understood righteousness. That morning, I would discover just how little I knew—not just about the law, but about the weight of sin, fear, and the grace I thought I despised.

They brought her in like a carcass on display. A woman, alone, trembling, her hair loose around her shoulders, her eyes wide with panic. You could see the fear in her every movement, a sharp, tangible thing, gripping her chest like a fist. The Pharisees were behind her, men dressed in the finest robes, pointing, shouting, demanding justice. I wanted to look away, I really did, but my eyes were glued to her. I recognized that look. I had seen it in men before, when we were caught lying, cheating, or failing in ways that our pride couldn’t hide. And now, it was a woman’s body and her heart being punished in public.

I remember thinking, “She should have thought ahead. She should have controlled herself.” That was my arrogance talking, my pride trying to hide the fact that I, too, had done things I was desperate to cover. Lust, ambition, greed—my own sins were small in the eyes of men but monstrous in the eyes of God. I justified it to myself, like all men do, but standing there, watching her shame poured out for all to see, I felt the first twist of unease in my chest.

The woman’s hands were shaking. She tried to cover herself, not with clothes, but with whatever dignity she had left. Her eyes darted to the crowd, and I saw something I’d never admit aloud—she wasn’t just scared of death; she was terrified of exposure. Pride and shame are cruel twins, and she was caught in both. I felt a flicker of recognition because I had lived that fear myself, hiding my failures, pretending my work and status made me untouchable, pretending my self-reliance could shield me from God’s eyes.

The Pharisees were relentless. They asked Jesus directly, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. Now Moses commanded us to stone such women. What do you say?” Their voices were sharp, accusing, full of malice disguised as devotion. I wanted to step back, to avoid the tension, but something kept me rooted. Maybe it was curiosity, maybe it was fear of missing what was about to unfold, but mostly it was a strange, uneasy hope that someone—anyone—would do what I couldn’t: face the truth.

Jesus looked at them, calm, quiet, not even flinching at the hostility. Then, he bent and wrote something in the dust. I don’t know what he wrote, though I’ve wondered about it every day since. Some say he was writing their sins; some say he was simply buying time. All I know is that it was deliberate, slow, deliberate, like a man who could see into the hearts of every person there. The crowd shifted, uncomfortable under a gaze that cut deeper than any stone.

I felt my own chest tighten. Pride. Shame. Fear. Jesus wasn’t even looking at me, but somehow he was. I remembered the things I’d tried to bury: the deals I’d made that hurt others, the women I’d lusted after in secret, the lies I’d told to protect myself. And for the first time, I felt the full weight of it—not as theory, not as doctrine, but as a living, breathing accusation that didn’t yell or demand—it just existed.

Then he spoke, and his voice was calm, but it carried like a thunderclap in my head: “He who is without sin among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.”

The crowd was stunned. You could see it in their eyes, the calculation. Who could claim to be without sin? Who could honestly lift a hand in judgment? And one by one, the stones stopped mid-air. One by one, the men shuffled away, heads bowed, hiding their guilt behind robes and excuses. I don’t think any of us realized at that moment how heavy the relief of confession—or avoidance—really was. Some walked slowly, some ran, but all left shadows of their pride behind in the dust.

And there she was, standing before Jesus, alone again, trembling but alive. Her eyes met his, and I swear, in that moment, you could see everything she had been holding in: fear, shame, longing, and a flicker of hope she didn’t even know she could feel. Jesus said something I’ve never forgotten: “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?”

She whispered, barely audible, “No one, Lord.”

“Neither do I condemn you,” he said. “Go, and from now on, sin no more.”

I’ve never seen a man—or a woman—look so unburdened. Relief, humility, awe. It wasn’t just mercy; it was recognition, acknowledgment, the kind of grace that rips open your chest and pours light into the cracks you’ve been hiding in. I saw her walk away, not perfect, not free from struggle, but no longer paralyzed by shame. I wanted that, and I didn’t know it yet, because the pride inside me was too thick, too noisy.

Watching her, I thought about all the ways men hide. We hide behind our work, our reputation, our anger, our self-reliance. We hide in plain sight, crafting stories of control and competence while we’re rotting inside. And here was Jesus, cutting through it all with words that were simple, direct, devastatingly honest, and impossibly kind.

I wanted to be that brave. I wanted to be that humble. But I was still the man who justified his choices, who rationalized deceit and ambition. I remember walking home that day, dust on my sandals, sun on my back, feeling like the air itself was heavier. I thought I had understood mercy, but I hadn’t. I had only watched it unfold, envying it, afraid of it, unsure of what it would ask of me.

It’s funny. I’ve tried to be honest about my life since then, in my own twisted way. I’ve told people stories about my failures, but I’ve always spun them to make myself look better, to soften the edges. Pride is a cruel storyteller. It allows a man to tell the truth, but only the parts that make him appear strong. The rest festers in silence, and silence is dangerous.

I’ve seen that woman in my dreams more times than I can count. Not because I think of her specifically, but because she embodies what I avoid. Fear, yes, but also vulnerability. The courage to stand in front of judgment and let someone else hold your brokenness. And Jesus…Jesus is the mirror I don’t want to face. His words aren’t threats—they’re invitations. Invitations to be real, to face what we’ve buried, to lay down pride and shame and accept the grace that is offered freely, whether we feel deserving or not.

Men in this room, I speak to you directly because I see you. I’ve been you. I’ve carried my ambition, my lust, my anger, like armor. And in doing so, I’ve been at war with myself more than with anyone else. We think success, status, and control can hide our sins. They can’t. And if we don’t face them, they become chains, not shields.

I want to tell you something about that day that the Pharisees and the crowd couldn’t see. That woman’s freedom wasn’t just for her. It was a lesson for all of us who were watching, and for all of us who would walk away thinking we were safe because we hadn’t been caught. Jesus showed us that sin is not a contest; it’s not a mark of weakness to hide—it’s an opportunity for grace if we are brave enough to accept it.

I didn’t accept it that day. I wanted to. I desired it more than I can articulate. But my pride whispered lies, and my fear cemented them. And so, I walked away with dust in my eyes and fire in my chest, understanding in a way I couldn’t yet embrace that forgiveness is not cheap, and true courage is not in pretending to be flawless—it is in standing in the light of truth, broken and exposed, and letting God meet you there.

Since that day, I’ve tried to live differently, though I fail constantly. I still get angry, I still lust, I still cling to control. But I remember her, I remember Jesus’ words, and I remember the weight of that crowd, watching, judgment in every eye, and yet mercy prevailing. That memory keeps me honest more than fear ever could.

To the men listening, to the men who hide, who posture, who fear vulnerability, hear this: the day will come when pride fails, when ambition falls short, when control cannot save you. And at that moment, your sins, your shame, your fear—they will all meet you. The question is, will you meet it with walls or with open hands? Will you walk away hardened, or will you step forward, trembling, and accept the grace that waits?

The woman walked away that day with a chance she did nothing to earn. And so do we. Not because we are righteous. Not because we are clever. But because God’s mercy is greater than our mistakes, greater than our pride, greater than our fear. And if we dare, if we are brave enough to be honest, it can meet us too.

I am telling you this story because I failed to act, because I failed to be real, and because I hope that you, sitting here, will not make the same mistake. Your life, your freedom, your peace—they are waiting for you in the same place it waited for her: in the acknowledgment of your sin, in the willingness to stand exposed, and in the acceptance of a forgiveness that no one deserves but everyone needs.

I keep fighting the good fight. I stumble, I fall, I fail. But I remember that day. I remember the fear. I remember the mercy. And I remember that the God who wrote in the dust that morning can write in your life too, if you let Him.

Be real. Face your sin. Accept His forgiveness. And keep walking, even when it terrifies you.

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A woman caught in adultery stands trembling in a temple courtyard as Jesus writes in the dust, surrounded by a crowd of judgmental men. Expressions show fear, shame, and reflection; soft sunlight illuminates the tense, dramatic scene.

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