I’ve started new #dance classes. A new place, a completely new space, a new teacher. Everything is new. New movements, a lot of #improvisation. And it’s hard. Really hard.

Most of the time I don’t feel great there. I feel like I’m doing everything wrong — not just with my #body, but also with remembering the #choreography. I miss steps, I get lost, I react too late. What’s interesting is that I’m not even that self-conscious anymore. I was much worse a year or two ago. Still, it hurts. I’m #frustrated. Not angry — frustrated.

In my regular classes, with teachers I know well, I learned how to hide #mistakes. I know my tricks. Here, with someone new, I can’t hide anything. Everything is visible. Every error. The class is two hours long. Two full hours of #struggling with almost every movement. It’s exhausting, emotionally more than physically.

Today was the second class. And it was better. Not good — just a little better. Tiny steps. A long way ahead before I feel comfortable there, but it feels doable. That matters.

Maybe it’s actually easier not to give up because it’s so hard. I’m strange like that. If something is too easy, it doesn’t hold me for long. I need friction. I need #resistance. After these classes, #emotions are high. I’m driving home and I can feel that old pattern waking up — eating stress, eating emotions. But this time there’s a pause. Recording this, then transcribing it, gives me enough space to not buy something awful for my body.

So no, I don’t feel good after these classes. But I stay.

49-Year-Old Actress Confesses To Struggling With Menopause #49YearOld #Actress #Confesses #Menopause #Struggling
https://kpopnewshub.com/49-year-old-actress-confesses-to-struggling-with-menopause/?fsp_sid=4652

https://www.fogolf.com/1138264/carolina-shores-residents-oppose-proposed-development-on-closed-golf-course/ Carolina Shores residents oppose proposed development on closed golf course #Apartment #Board #CarolinaShores #Development #Golf #GolfCourse #GolfNews #Neighborhood #news #opposition #overdevelopment #PhilippeBureau #Struggling #WECT #ZacharyFerguson

🤔🧐🤓🥸😎💁🏼‍♀️*More than 22 million older Americans live alone, are unmarried and don’t have kids. But they’re struggling with rising costs👉

#Struggling

Over 22M Older Americans Live Alone, Unmarried, Without Kids, and Struggle to Keep Up With Rising Costs
https://moneywise.com/retirement/more-than-22-million-older-americans-live-alone-are-unmarried-and-dont-have-kids-but-theyre-struggling-with-rising-costs

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A quotation from Orwell

I believe that it is better even from the point of view of survival to fight and be conquered than to surrender without fighting.

George Orwell (1903-1950) English journalist, essayist, writer [pseud. of Eric Arthur Blair]
Essay (1942-08), “Looking Back on the Spanish War, ch. 6, Such, Such Were the Joys, essay 8 (1953)

More about this quote: wist.info/orwell-george/81016/

#quote #quotes #quotation #qotd #georgeorwell #orwell #spanishcivilwar #acquiescence #fighting #resistance #struggling #surrender #survival #acceptance

Starts reading 'A contribution to Manifold theory' by Georg Cantor. To learn what he thinks about Dimensions and manifolds. But I don't know German. I am #struggling with it.
Do you have any ideas for making this exploration easy?

#german #manifold #cantor #mathematics #articles #Germanmathematics #science #analysis #geometry #help #suggestions

I'm fighting tooth and nail every day just to keep a roof over my head. I'm praying this government shutdown ends soon—not only so people can eat, but because I'm terrified of what it means for me personally.

#GovernmentShutdown #Struggling #HopeForChange 🙏🏼

Hey, Darker post.

I'm struggling very hard to survive I can't afford to get to and from work anymore.

I'm.. Really in trouble. I need my Twitch to just get a little traction, and I don't know what I'm doing wrong I don't.

I stream regularly. I post shorts on Tiktok and Youtube. My friends and viewers think I'm Funny. I just.. Don't know what I'm doing wrong.

I really need help. I.. I can't afford my Energy bills. Please go check my twitch out..

Fox News SHOCKED At How Much #Americans Are #Struggling #tyt #yt

https://youtu.be/j3jQYmpoeZc

A Little #Happier:
A Story from #RealLife:
Sometimes, We #Help Best by Hanging Back

Sometimes, #helping can hurt. When people are #struggling, our impulse is to try to pull them back on their feet, when what they really need is for someone to sit beside them and ask, "What do you need? What can I do?"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_XanKxoDRzw

@mortal_engine @klme @fedora @Endof10

And then, why #struggling with #LibreOffice, when better #alternative exists?

#OnlyOffice