@Starcross is right, all my losses and my hurt and loneliness is entirely my fault and everyone I've lost is entirely my doing. My loneliness and suffering is purely done by my hands, and I'm thankful for her DMs opening my eyes to how much of a complete and utter monster I am

I'm going ahead with it in the near future. Fuck everything, I do no good

@Starcross no safe ways out.

anyways thank you for being as hard and as blunt on me as you have been. I hope it brought you some measure of peace

ill be deleting this account now in response to things you said about how damaging and hurtful I am. im sorry I never did anything worth praising me for, and for only disappointing you

@Starcross I have no irl friends or any support or love...

you dont know what I deal with and why ive been trying to escape from my abuser

@Starcross the partner who physically forced herself on me multiple times for the child I didnt consent to? :(

@YKantRachelRead >.> is this lewd

@YKantRachelRead where we going?

@YKantRachelRead pls

I hate how my RSD prohibits me from taking big risks. Unless someone just pulls me along or drags me someplace, I oftentimes can't move an inch out of sheer worry I'll do something wrong

lonely

#meta #fedimeta #advice

How do I recuperate from a social media cancellation and a total loss of friends? I've been struggling for over a month and I'm stuck in a terrible guilt/RSD loop

I keep leaving people and places I want to be involved in out of guilt and shame. I don't want to leave. I never wanted to

Any advice or, goddess forbid, a place where I could have a second chance would be appreciated

@winter @puppygirlhornypost2 good luck with that honestly

To decipher this I suppose...I'm searching for friends. New friend, old friends. People who will be my friend. I've been through a lot of things and I'm essentially starting from zero, and I deeply crave community and inclusion.

Will you consider being my friend?

A wayward soul traveling the cosmos, trying to find her new home. Tumbling through the sea of stars, she seeks out traveling companions to share her journey with. Pray tell, would you notice if she drifted by? If by chance you do notice this wayward soul, won't you offer her respite? With time, she might yet be able to regain her lustre and even share in your night sky... 🌙

@winter I really like your pixel art :catplead: