@Neeneen This happens to me all the time! We attach memories to feelings, so whenever we get an echo of that feeling, the memory can pop up. Even if the memory itself is vague, the feeling can be like an emotional flashback. The brain responding to complex trauma is confusing af

@MoMartin I agree 100% with everything in this thread thanks for putting it out so clearly

This is a lie. I read to discover myself, I write to discover myself, I am a clinical narcissist and my entire process is internal. Maybe.

Oh yeah I intended to do stuff today that wasn't just the internet.

I have one single line stuck in loop in my head from a random 90s Tamil song

What is brain

Remember also that he knows they need to be able to rationalize the "need" for violence, and that's why he has propaganda about "the violent muslim mob that was just being controlled". But they *know*.

Dont let them off the hook. There is shame there, use it.

@viv@toot.site It was! Isolated beach area, too. I'm going back there again for an extended weekend just when fall starts.

Last weekend I camped at a place that had sparse woods on one side and a small lakeshore beach on the other. This was much needed, I think.

I think all Indian tv news anchors need to get off of twitter and go back to ground reporting again

just gonna offer some blanket advice that you don't have to post that

@seek I'm not in India lol

Had a nice cup of hemp tea last night that helped me sleep well and feel refreshed and awake now, it almost feels like cheating the system

@b4ssripper but I want the airplane uncrashed lolol

I've played all kinds of games but I still cannot land an airplane in *any* game decently without crashing and dying

"oh but you're so focused"
"oh but you're not at all hyper"
"oh but you're just being lazy"

are all things I've heard and I cannot refute verbally because I don't want to deal with trying to justify

Whenever I see threads of people discussing how ADD/ADHD manifests for them, I want to print everything out to make a huge binder and throw it in the faces of people who cannot comprehend that it is not limited to being a hyper kid

@dpreacher that seems to be your general disposition 😅

Sometimes there's just