Baubau θ∆

Bau | 26 | Pansexual | Composer | Wolf Therian | Babyfur | Digital Artist

Commissions are always open.

My reality has several more dimensions to it than usual. My brain should probably be studied for science. A lot of people don't agree with certain parts of my existence but that doesn't stop me. Life is too complicated and ephemeral to bend for someone who's never witnessed depth of soul.

All NSFW content will be censored. Minors DNI.

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2025-06-13
Part of accepting someone for who they are includes not getting mad at them for not being who you want them to be.
2025-06-09

My latest song sounds like a jaunt through a meadow, followed by sunrise at midnight.

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2025-06-04

As I get older I'm more turned on by someone just being incredibly capable and responsible. Forget all the usual mommy/daddy fantasies, tell me it's time to change my oil and you'll show me how to do it. I'll cum.

2025-06-03

Sleep apnea confirmed, CPAP incoming in 1-2 weeks. Should fix things pretty quickly.

2025-06-03

You started using diapers for the convenience, but now it looks like you can't stop using them. That's right, puppy~

You can't stop using it.
You can't stop using it.
You can't stop using it.
You can't stop using it.
You can't stop using it.
You can't stop using it~

#diapers #hypno

2025-05-23

@vanillaskunk I've been sitting on this thought for months and you pop in instantly with the perfect response

2025-05-23

@vanillaskunk I need this drawn someday

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2025-05-23

@baubau I'm afraid it's too late, sir! Abandon Shit! Abandon Shit!

2025-05-22

*frantically pressing the big red button so he doesn't get stinky* ABLORT! ABLORT!

2025-05-21

We're cranking this one up to 11.

2025-05-18

> Possible moderate obstructive sleep apnea diagnosis from home sleep test, in-lab sleep test incoming

> I can only take a few rides at at time without falling asleep (I am primarily an Uber driver).

> I am an unknown length of time away from receiving a CPAP

> My car payment was due on the 8th

I hate to ask for it but I might need help again this month >.<

The earliest they could schedule the in-lab sleep test for was June 1st. I'm on Medicaid so the test and the CPAP won't cost me anything. Once I start using it I may see an immediate improvement in my condition, but that will happen too late for my current situation.

I need $2000 by the end of the month to pay my car payment, insurance, and other bills. I have $1100 now, thanks to donations from others so far. So my car won't get repoed at least. Thanks to everyone who's helped me through this so far.

If I could work full time I'd make double what's required by the end of the month, but I'm really struggling to drive in this condition. Focusing on the road for more than 30-60 minutes forces me to the side of the road for a nap in which I am unable to get up or move for hours even if I try. I can feel that my memory has taken a hit from this as well, albeit temporarily (hopefully). I feel like I'm trapped in a perpetual twilight. And I need to move out of my apartment before the end of the May...

I also currently have 7 ulcers in my duodenum and was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis last month, so I'm on new medication for both of those. It is as painful as it sounds. I'm wondering if these things have been exacerbated or otherwise caused by my sleep apnea. Time will tell.

Anything y'all can give would be appreciated. I can pay it back once I'm not falling asleep on the road, if desired. I've been really close to finally being self-sufficient, but my health situation has been kicking my ass. Fingers crossed this is my last problem for a while.

This goes straight to my PayPal: ko-fi.com/baumarius
Alternatively: paypal.biz/masochmusic

Thanks.

#aidrequest #helprequest #furry

2025-05-18

@niaco @bunch_of_dergs Instructions unclear, I got my shmoing trapped in a primblus

2025-05-16

I got the results from the sleep test already.

Looks like I have moderate obstructive sleep apnea. 17 events per hour and my heart rate is all over the place. Gonna have to do an in-lab test.

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2025-05-09

It's 3 AM and I'm learning field theory to understand how audio waveforms can be deconstructed into their separate waveforms (different instruments), in an effort to understand what dimension sound projects through space in. For my game and simulator.

2025-05-09

Why aren't you whimsical anymore?

2025-05-09

@CrinkleSqueaks Critter space, therian version

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