i'm really sorry to do this but i desperately need $250 to pay for bills and groceries and medication for my girlfriend, i have no money and no income, please help if you can

https://ko-fi.com/diddgery
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/diddgery

i'm -$50 in the hole, i don't have any income, and i have more bills coming up in like a week. i really need help. https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/diddgery

#mutualaid
#MutualAidRequest
#transcrowdfund

Tanner's greatest hits from the campaign:
- starred as the lead in a musical
- helped her childhood friend get out of prison
- tried to kill her parents' murderer (failed)
- got her friend's arm chopped off
- accepted a marriage proposal from a rich cat who is currently leading an invasion of the woodland she lives in
- publicly called off the engagement in the worst way possible and accidentally incited a riot
- was forcibly given a tattoo by a back-alley doctor in retribution for crimes her parents committed
- found herself targeted by a murderous marten who wanted to kill her for crimes her parents committed
- tried to kill her parents' murderer again (failed)
- got blinded
- did a weird honey ritual to get her eyesight back (failed)
- got weird new deer eyes
- fought the marten to the death but couldn't bring herself to kill him so the scary deer who's been manipulating her party the entire game stepped in and did it
- said scary deer told her she wasn't going to survive the winter which made her decide to seek them out again and do whatever they told her
- they told her to do something really bad
- she is going to do it

here's my root ttrpg character tanner. we're nearing the end of this 3 year long campaign, and each time the season changes in-game i draw a new ref to reflect how she's changed through the story... she's been put through hell, and her suffering doesn't show any sign of ending. i love her so much

@sofsh ryu from streets

i'm flat broke and have no source of income and could use some help affording groceries today https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/diddgery #transcrowdfund #mutualaid #crowdfund #transmutualaid

@Aether i think about that too. when they turned 18 did they just cut of all contact with their younger friends

@Trinket that's not chief that's bangle

@deejvalen she/her, not real

@Joshi it's dangerous. good luck

@Joshi thank you joshi

i will feel better eventually but right now i feel worse than i have ever felt before, for reasons that i don't want to get into. it's not something i feel comfortable sharing publicly. but i am struggling more now than ever.

i am broke and jobless and deeply mentally unwell and dealing with very difficult emotions. all i ask is for patience and kindness and if possible a little financial support.

https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/diddgery

@meridlian happy birthday!!! welcome to the club

@MishaVanMollusq you don't understand what i'm saying so i'm not gonna bother trying to explain anymore

@MishaVanMollusq i mean. unless i get an insane amount of money out of nowhere and lose a bunch of weight and start enjoying makeup and move to portland or seattle and experience a radical shift in my personality so i like going out to parties, i really never will be that

@sykora surprisingly, yes

@celestestormysea it hurts to feel like you don't belong in what should be your own community

it extends past "quirky PNW trans women" to a lot of the trans girls i know, admittedly. the girls who are able to self-actualize, who have control over their lives, the girls who socialize and go outside and have friends and have a life, who feel connected to the place they live in and have a community. who get to live with their friends or their lovers or even just by themselves.

i can't relate to that. i can never relate to that. i will never be able to relate to that, because i will never BE that