"The Ugly Truth About Ozempic"

https://youtu.be/OIUNAYreyXY

"Ozempic Mental Health Effects, Explained for Beginners"

https://youtu.be/6ZlVOnjN8J8

#health

But at the same time with time I generally feel free'er...
I know these thoughts may be irrational...
I dont necessarily feel like anyone's gonna inhibit me...
I feel more like I can be me...
I can make decisions...
I am free to some extent...

I feel this slight anguish sometimes...
Like a prey mentality...
Like I cant win...
Like the world is bad...
Like we are all bad...
Like sad...
Like I cant escape and the epstein class is gonna track me down and end me...
Or otherwise make me evil like them...

Sometimes it feels like life isn't simple...
But all I have is my decisions and my priviledge :).

#blog

Got some sh*t done today...
Lol im fcking sedated...
Hopefully I adjust.

#blog

It's like certain thoughts certain topics are really inflammatory for me...
I dont know if its necessary to have them...

#blog #thoughtsfeelings #neuroinflammation

I'm starting to get inspired now...
Getting into life and business again.
What its about.

#blog

#selfie #selfies

This is really crazy.

"Why True Power Requires Trauma – Prof. Jiang Xueqin"

https://youtu.be/mzcyeDDQVKY

#politics

#blog #health

Since becoming temporarily burnt out from the treadmill i have gotten into walking/hiking. :)
#selfies

I feel fcking good cognitively and mood wise...
:)

I might stop using social media tho...
Im unsure about it...
Need to talk more face to face with people instead.

#blog #health

I think I've lost like 10 pounds of fat...
That's good.
I tried running but didn't really feel it...
I wasn't even sure if I wanted to anyways...
I hear about microdose glp1... might try to get on that also...
For the next week or so gonna try to focus on doing stuff maybe outside of the house...

Im officially kinda burnt out from running for a while...

#blog #health

I can feel myself getting smarter...
Im having different ideas.

#blog #health

Great video by Geopolitical Economy Report.

"They're preparing for another war"

https://youtu.be/NncakfDmrxU

#politics

I've realized something that potentially makes the epstein stuff less serious...
At first it was just an idea but then I realized the motivations and associations were right and have been finding more and more evidence of my idea being true...
Im not gonna share probably.

#blog #politics

I dont feel like exercising anymore...
Feeling like going to the bay area and living some life outside of this 5 acre plot...
Taking a month to do stuff and then coming back to exercise later...
But I called my grandma and she doesnt want me coming up til it's sunny...
I dont feel like being around here all that much...
I dont feel like exercising... im also kinda sedated.
Maybe ill take a break from exercising for a while unless I suddenly feel like doing it in a few hours...
But I would rather take a break and live a little...
I need something to do...
Maybe I should take the light rail :D.
It's still too close to home tho but thats something.
Feel like going back to the kpop store but I can only do that once a week pretty much..
I feel kinda nice writing this.
BTS "war of hormone" came on while I was writing this :D.

Man in fcking tired/sedated...

#blog

Having a sudden feeling...
Kinda like being on my own...
I feel like living as if no one cares I exist...
I only have one life.

#blog #feelings