been getting physically sick, like almost barfing and loosing it a little,
getting little smells and sensations like a miniature chemical fire or something

Yah I still I have money in celsius but my $2.3k claim is valid rn.

And have about that much more prob locked in my crypto VM rn.

So I have been posting many of my projects on Twitter, where they tend to actually not get a ton of attention.

But I still tend to use Twitter. Maybe you folks will find them more interesting so I will attempt to migrate some over here.

I am in an iffy state with my brain trying to adjust to potential damage and fear, trauma.

I have been working on a DIY aliexpress/ebay X99 workstation. I am setting up a laptop. I have been trying to become better at farming. Been reading a lot and working with the WWP to hopefully join their org in some capacity.

I'm in a bit pain and scared of the future. Wish me well. I live in a somewhat backward part of a very backwards 'country'.. trying to figure out how my life can be like this of all ways

Is my brain damaged from olanzapine, how do I start to repair it?

Hi again mastodon!

don't let someone else describe your lived experience as a disorder

you know your suffering yourself, and if you want help for it

message nothing, there's nothing wrong with autism, except that doesn't make for an ideal wageslave so we must stigmatize it as bad"

"nothing, there's nothing wrong with autism, except that doesn't make for an ideal wageslave so we must stigmatize it as bad

a lot of "mental disorders" are just classified that way because they make you less able to help people with capital generate more capital, and you need to be "fixed" because of that /1

I want to join Antifa. :blobcat0_0:

Anyone know anything interesting and fun I could be a part of?

I've got lots of free time.

So. Got a letter from the Selective Service System that I better registe with them (for the draft) or be fined 250k/jail for 5 years.

So scary considering these fascist neocon freaks running this country are gearing up for war with China.

How do I safely protest blue lives matter? I want to burn the flag but I'm scared? :blobcatmeltcry:

Also how about that 19 year old girl who is getting charged for destroying the flag? She is my future wife. 😍

:acap: :acab:

@human_dude I don't take the China situation as being existential either. They are a sovereign nation and they are within their right to do just about anything we do on that basis.

I don't see these guys complaining when the USA is acting badly, but when China does anything remotely threatening to global western dominance then it is time for war.

@human_dude ikr. They are fam though and not necessarily bad guys.

I had a feeling for a while that the neocons literally wanted to invade Chiba, but now I got someone blatantly saying it.

Also it's interesting because as far as I'm concerned immigration is sorta a non issue since it is a net benefit to us, yet for these guys who watch conservative Propaganda it is some type of major crisis.

So I've been with family recently.

I discussed politics and history with two of my relatives.

I learned that one wants to send the military onto the border and that he watches Ben Shapiro.

The other one watches Fox News and stuff and is a Trump supporter. He wants the US to forcefully take over China by assassinationg their leaders or invading or something like that. (He wants to take preemptive action.)

Yeah.

@Corina @botanicals

How about HTML bibles?

Can I get everything in that format and how do I trust that what I'm getting is legit and not corrupted in some way?

I live in rural California.

Gavin Newsom has drafted a $7B bill to create a state owned middle mile broadband network to service rural communities such as my own.

We pay $100+ a month here for internet that is 2MB/sec at best and others have it worse.

ATT and friends are trying to stop this bill.

If I understand correctly this money is coming from Biden's infrastructure bill.

https://twitter.com/EDC_Democrats/status/1403213747313950722

Let's do this!!!!

It's my 19th birthday today.

Here is a nice song by GWSN, although it's meant for girls, but I still like it.

https://youtu.be/AW3j1FE5kdE

So I want to read the Bible.

I'm not totally sure where to start.

Particularly I'm not so sure about what source I should use.

@vesperto @session Thanks a bunch!

RiseUp.net def seems up my alley. Might get back to you on that.

@Jaded905 Is he on discord? I might need to ask him on a stream or something. Hope he's still there.