im not dead yet

It’s finally here and it’s better than expected!

I’m going to download the sdk and brainstorm some ideas.

#playdate #playdatedev #gamedev

For a little bit I was into homebrew and collecting/fixing/modding older consoles, but I was kind of discouraged from continuing with it

What are some hobbies I could take up? Any suggestions? I would prefer things that don't require a ton of tools like woodworking(even though I do in fact find woodworking fun)

#hobby #askmastodon #askfedi #question

Enough of my sad Ted talk, I want food

I do hope I can continue to program as a hobby, because despite it sounding sad it's probably the most interesting and active thing I do even though it's just me sitting behind a screen typing and looking at stack overflow/forums and documentation

I just hope that if I end up not continuing with programming(which would be insane since I've been interested in it pretty much my whole life) I can find the energy and willpower to get another hobby, maybe a more social one

One really bad thing about me is that I'm.. I guess you could say not creative? I just have no ideas of hobbies I find interesting that I would be willing to put effort into, and on top of that I'm just chronically tired for whatever reason

There's one part where he talks about how it's ok if you fall out of a hobby after a few years and it starts becoming dull because there's always more options and more people with those interests to interact with

I've been feeling really burnt out with coding(like the most I've ever felt before) I normally just make some random ideas that I come out with but I've been feeling really low on energy and lazy, not coming up with anything good

There's this YouTuber I've been watching because he makes interesting and entertaining game studies, but he made these two videos about depression and feeling stuck and it's crazy how much of what he talks about I feel like I'm going through, the second video is titled "feeling stuck in your 20s" but I'm not even in my 20s yet but it still says so much

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLQM1e5o86PcjE925Mw6odLwJkin2g6mXx watch it if you've been feeling down, and I really recommend this guy he makes great high quality content 😁

@raccoonformality@mastodon.gamedev.place you should, it's fantastic and super moddable

I love having an existential crisis and rethinking my life at 1:30 am right before bed

Website theme is better and now readable

@logo thank you for the feedback, yea the text is definitely not bright enough

As much as I want to make a game, the only skills I have are in programming. I am completely useless when it comes to both art and music(shown in my jam games).

At least for music there are things like beepbox for quick and easy creation, but I have yet to see something like that for art. Even pixel art, its unbelievable.

I think I might just start running up to random people in my town and ask them if they specialize in music or art and are available for free lol I might get lucky

Its now being hosted on surge.sh because I don't want to depend on GitHub or the like, and I still don't want to spend money on a custom domain because I'm a cheapskate.

It's being hosted at https://kespa.surge.sh and I would love to hear any feedback that you might have so that I can smash it into the ground and furiously curse you for eternity(I would like feedback though)

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I began completely reworking my personal website because my previous one uses pico.css and it looked like I sacrificed a child to avoid manually creating css

I finished the main page a bit ago, couldn't(didn't want to) figure out how to use solidjs to add the top navbar through typescript so I'm just gonna copy the html for it to all pages lol

html/css is not my strong suit and it kinda shows but I actually really like how the main page came out

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de-wayne "da rocc" John's son screaming "I am the lorax, I speak for the trees" at the DC CEO while wearing the black Adam costume

Proceeds to burn down the building(Mr DC is not happy) and turns into a tree, hibernating for the next 1000 years, waiting for another challenger to face him.

My account has been compromised

Let it cook! #SteamDeck #heroicgameslauncher #GOG

bro why am i seeing so many sex jokes about radiohead

"all the radio but not enough head" its starting to get old guys, try something new like "all the head but not enough radio"

Time for my reintroduction:

hi