I know I post about MS a LOT but it’s new for me and it’s a LOT to take in. I also know there are bigger problems in Our World, which makes me feel guilty for even being upset or emotional about it and I TRY to “ tough bitch” my way through most days with edgy humor, however other days, like today, I just sit and sip my coffee and cry. Yep, I’m a big Ol’ bawl baby today. Fucking hate it.
#MyMFMSLife
#MSfuckery
#FuckShitDamnHell
#ThatsAll

DAMN MS! I HATE IT! 😭💔
I don’t know HOW I did it BUT somehow I purchased tickets at the @foxtheatrestl for SIX and NOT Les Misérables! I don’t know WHAT I did! Not that SIX doesn’t look AMAZING, and I know my sister and I will have a blast at our first show together (and I was SO relieved to see it’s about Henry VIII) but I am absolutely gutted! #MSLearningCurveSucksASS
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What does MS look like? Well today, it was me crying, while driving home, after working a full day. EVERYTHING👏IN👏MY👏BODY👏HURTS👏 From the tips of my fingers, clear down to my toes.
I’m utterly exhausted. 😭
#MyMFMSLife

Fuck balls! My lower back feels like someone is trying to skewer me with a dull knife! And my right leg feels weird AF…and I’m TRYING to work! I hate this shit!
#MyMFMSLife
#MSizaBitch
#StrangeThings
#FuckShitDamnHell

Me 2 Dr: My lower back, legs & feet get all weird, tingly & by the end of the day feel all heavy & my right leg drags a bit. I’ve even had to use my arm to left my leg up enough to get into my car a few times, it’s gotten so bad. Is all this MS related?
Dr. 2 Me: No, those things are NOT MS related. It’s because your FAT & need to lose weight.
Dr. 2 Me: Now, here’s half a dozen info packets on different meds you can choose one. Read them over & pick one, then call us.
Me: 👀😳🥺😡🤬🤯🖕🏻
#MyMFMSLife