Depression makes you do complex maths. Like train speed based on distance between level crossings judged by the train horn. From this you can calculate approximate speed. Velocity of a 192 lb body traveling for 142' onto dead calm water on a moonless night on an outgoing tide. Aye, my brain is a real party. I'm just having a wee rant, I really donnae ken the solution other than a promise I made. #suicidalideations #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #bpd #mybrainisverybroken

I want desperately tae fall in #love, but no sabotage it when it is returnit. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SelfLoathing #MyBrainIsVeryBroken

Did I mention that I also suffer frae Phantosmia, otherwise callit "Olfactory Hallucinations"? And the hits keep a' comin. #IAmVeryBroken #MyBrainIsVeryBroken