Re-traumatization in C-PTSD almost literally fries your brain. You don't come out of the cement mixer the same. If you do have a huge shift in personality, you're lucky. Most people are stuck doing the 1000 yard stare for years. And I'm on #grindr and #scruff purely for entertainment. Because the idea of being with someone, now, actually
really grosses me out. I don't want to. I don't know if that's situational because I feel like a trapped dog and I HATE it here. #trauma #TraumaSurvivor





