Something strange happened to me before this trip — and it wasn’t the packing panic, the physio appointments, or dragging a giant bike bag to the airport.
It was a question: “What if this time… I shouldn’t go?”
Not because I didn’t want to.
But because sometimes the adult part of me wakes up and whispers things like “be responsible,” “save the money,” “maybe stay close to home.”
I carried that doubt for days — delaying tasks, hiding the excitement even from myself, feeling “not ready.”
And then Nepal did what Nepal always does:
the chaotic streets, the “welcome back” from people who remember me…
the new people...
and those mountains — just seeing them from the plane window is enough to rearrange something inside me.
Like flipping a switch, from dark to light.
And I understood ... again:
the moments I hesitate the most are exactly the ones that end up giving me the most life.
Sometimes craziness seems like the reward for trying to be alive.
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