I was sad for no reason.

I fucking misheard what someone said, and it sent me into a spiral. I feel like an idiot. But I also feel very much better.

I was so happy yesterday until I just was not.

I am still not.

I wish I could switch my emotions off like a fucking Vampire Diaries vampire.

I hate everything today.

I don't wanna be awake. Why am I awake?? I don't even wanna be ALIVE right now. 😭😭😭

Despite commonly being quoted as fact, "nothing" does not rhyme with "orange."

Well...there goes my happiness.

Hey, depression.

Self-care, Helluva Boss short, and Mattables stream today. It's gonna be a gooooood day!

Earlier, I saw he sent me a message. I was winning a round of Battlegrounds (1st place, 4 players left), and I conceded so I could go read it and answer him. No regrets. 😂

Yesterday on stream, he popped on before he usually does just to tell me he still doesn't believe I've only been around 3 months, then back off camera. I had to explain to poor, confused chat what was going on, because he didn't address me directly. He just spoke like we were the only two people there. 😂 💀

I am so happy right now, y'all have no idea.

It's honestly the weirdest but best thing in the world when people just like you for who you are.

For me, anyway. Because I have had mostly the opposite experience with people.

I keep thinking I'm gonna scare him off because I never shut up...but...he LIKES that I never shut up. So...I guess I won't!

"I'm your girl!"

"Yes you are."

🥰

Tonight, he said that he enjoys my company a "little too much" and doesn't know if spending more time together by making me a mod is a "good idea"...but that we'd talk later?? WHAT DOES *THAT* MEAN??? 😂😂😂

Arachnophobes understand

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HE THINKS I'M CUUUUUUTE 🥰

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Being a woman who has periods sucks. I hate it. I'm sad and tired for no reason.

Do what I do and tell someone you love them, accidentally. Sometimes they say it back. 😂🫶

Literally cannot stop replaying this interaction in my head on a loop. It was probably one of the cutest things to ever happen to me.