So under normal circumstances this wud be a #Sicide night. I cannae dae that because of a promise I made, so in spite I destroyed something good that cud possibly happen tae me. I f**king hate this but it improves the odds of me being right. I donnae ken whae I am posting this, none of ye fucking ken me. I really dae hate bein meh. #MajorDepressiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #SuicidalIdeations