me, younger: I'm kinda weird but I've been told that eventually I'll find my people who appreciate me for being weird

me, now: ok, so instead all I got was people pleasing habits, trauma and abandonment issues cause no one appreciated me for being weird

The main character in this YA I’m working on now wants so badly to be a good writer but can’t bring himself to —just write— without worrying if it’s good or not.

Is it me? Am I the problem?
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