Iirc it's been some years since i was last #deadnamed [ironically & sadly by my elderly Dad, not in any malicious way, but coz he's... elderly]. However, so often, so soooooo bloody often, that despised old name is used for characters in novels, tv shows, movies, [sometimes even music, damnit] & i can't adequately describe how upset it makes me every time. It's not uncommon that i will choose to abandon the book or show, for instances of it being a major character hence occurring all the time. If there's such a thing [ofc, there's not], it feels like i'm being subjected to "Munchausen syndrome by proxy deadnaming". Ugh.
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