This is an honest personal post. Please don't attack me or ridicule my faith, gender or sexuality. I'm not censoring anyone, just asking you to remember we are all individuals with unique imperfections. There's a human being writing this post. ❤️
I had a relatively good day, so I just went with it and put up my Christmas Tree. This was the first time in a decade I put up Christmas decorations. I haven't been in a good place mentally for a couple of decades really, and didn't have any decorations to put up until I bought them last year. But I've taken steps recently to change my life in the most fundamental way. And I'm regaining a little of the faith I thought was gone forever.
I'm trans and nonbinary. I can't help thinking many cisgender folk seem to feel it's everything I am. It isn't. And I'm certain that applies to every other trans and nonbinary person in the world. We contain multitudes y'all.
Political organisations and religions aren't kind to trans folk. Whilst politics are okay with sexual diversity, not so much gender diversity. Some religions aren't great with the LGBTQ community as a whole, whilst others are more welcoming.
My local Roman Catholic parish priest didn't want to reply to my email when I asked for a meet up as I felt I'd be attacked if I attended Mass for the first time in my local church. I wanted them to give me some reassurance. Instead, they abandoned me. That's not indicative of the Catholic Church as a whole, but my local parish priest and the people who attend that church is an incredibly important relationship for us.
There's an Anglican Church literally opposite so I'm hoping to attend in December and go from there. Their website says they're "welcoming".
I need to return to church like I need fresh air to breathe. I always found prayer difficult as I find it difficult to concentrate. I always found prayer difficult as I find relationships difficult.
I will be starting hormone therapy soon so my appearance will start changing. I'm not sure if I want to wait a year to return to church. One can return to God at any time, in fact, that's a prerequisite for attending church. But relationships with fellow Christians in our community are as important as our relationship with God. We need a parish that's welcoming.
Much love to the neurodiverse LGBTQ Christian community.
Merry Christmas. ✝️ 🏳️🌈 🏳️⚧️ :AuNB:
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