Living a bit, every dayā¦
I believe I have written about this topic a bit before, as I've been struggling with my (mental) health. Dealing with pain, grief, cPTSD... It throws a lot of struggles your way, which make you wonder at times if it's all worth it. At least, that's what it's been doing to me. And I still wonder from time to time. What is this life? Is there a goal? Why are some things expected from you to do them?
And, especially the questions about life having a goal, they're the ones that make me wonder most. When I had the ability to still work, it was easier for me to keep going, as the part of doing my work properly and all that gave me a goal to chase and try to achieve. But, when work became a no-go for me, I felt like part of my "purpose in life" had fallen away. And, that's still what I feel from time to time now, that I don't really have a purpose, that there is no longer a goal for me to work towards to...
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https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/01/16/living-a-bit-every-day/