I was clicking around the blog after months in a dormancy coma and I’ve gotta say…

I love what my headmates have done with the place.

Pretty neat.

Have Allēna’s and Eight’s masterpiece album Mago as a treat before you go. If you’re finding the system via the MadMastodon tag or related ones, I think you’ll like what it has to say. It’s all about deconstructing a high control faith, surviving psychiatry and long term abuse, and finding ourselves. Enjoy.

-Castor (he/it), the system’s original host.

#DIDSystem #DIDThings #dissociativeIdentityDisorder #exmormon #MadMastodon #mentalHealth #OurMusic #plural #plurality

Emerson’s headmate Michael attempting to present fem for decades like

Every photo of Emerson with this bastard in front is just Michael doing the BLUE STEEL like so 🤣

It fucking kills me…

-Allēna

#DIDThings #Emerson #fun #Michael #photography #PluralThings #Shitpost

New section of headspace dropped.

Due to boredom and longing, I have crafted a maximalist listening room in headspace where I can put my favorite music on and tune this utter bathroom of a world out. One of us may attempt to draw it later. My fucking hell woman of a headmate has invaded it since I’m in front and is now literally chopping up several cassette tapes in there. She says she’s “making magic”, but I’m scared, frankly.

Whoever let Allēna have access to music production knowledge in the first place has no idea what they unleashed upon this world and should be blocked immediately.

Anyway, I have things to do. We’ll see what accursed things this woman concocts…

-Lazarus

#currentlylistening #DIDThings #escapism #headspace #ListeningRoom #longing #maximalist #MentalVacation #neuroqueer #TapeLoop

So my phone is in a hostage situation, apparently…

This actually fucking happened. My phone is named the fucking HOSTAGE on Google.

Which one of my fucking headmates did this?! Since we’re mostly integrated, the world may never know…

-Allēna

#DIDThings #dissociativeIdentityDisorder #Prank #SystemsOfMastodon

I cleaned up the body’s face, lol.

The facial hair was making me fucking dysphoric, so I took a razor to it and fixed it. Enjoy my very tired face. I certainly feel better now.

Laz is agender and doesn’t give a flying fuck how the body looks, and Theo is masc but clean shaven himself. So this decision is a good one system wide.

Now it’s time to clean this rancid vessel…

-Allēna (she/her)

#DIDThings #Dysphoria #gayselfie

Lazarus speaks a dialect all their own.

Here are a few examples. Images are from our Bluesky account because I joined by accident trying to make Bridgyfed work yesterday, lol.

Before the “chronically sick” shirt, they were wearing a shirt in headspace that was the same sort of thing, except with pink italicized text that read “want me to bone apple yeet you into the next life lmao”, whatever that means.

I think Lazarus may be the dumbest smart person I’ve ever met.

Sigh…

-Allēna

#bullshit #DIDThings #dissociativeIdentityDisorder #GraphicDesign #headmates #headspace #Lazarus #silliness #TShirts

Well, shit. We do take after our father…

Do you ever have one of those moments where you just sit back and go “Jesus Henry Christ, I’ve become my father!”

Well, my system is having one.

The fact that we have a chaos blog itself, the articles and thoughts we’ve begun collecting and sharing under the UsPol tag, or even the fact that we write, occasionally create visual art of all kinds, and converse pretty damn prolifically should have been our first clues, as to our Xavier Behavior, but I had a pretty fucking big one last night over something relatively minor.

The fact that we sleep on nights where it’s not cold as a witch’s tit in an iron bra with nothing but a heavy duty top sheet over us.

Xavier would do that constantly. He’d get too warm otherwise!

Shit. 🤣

-Allēna

#DadThings #DIDThings #dissociativeIdentityDisorder #father #ramble #thinking #weather #whereTheFuckIsMyInternalScreamingTag #Xavier