Lmst

My crowd grows silent
No one clamoring nor demanding.
Such loneliness

#haiku #plural

Evie: Yes: I am being called out by my own headmates here 😅

#plural #plurality #headmates

RE: https://mas.to/@skeletor/115871774341551220

Me and my system.

#pluralgang #dissociativeidentitydisorder #plural #mentalhealth #mentalwellness

We're writing a lot lately.
Most of it for self-employment.

Not all of our writing fits into that bucket.
So we created another space:
https://neuroqueer.systems/

A public integration space.
Writing for us.
Writing for sense-making.
Writing for self-regulation.

Topics?
Tech.
Language.
Attachment.
Systems modeling.
And anything else this #AuDHD #plural system cooks up.

No spam.
Unpolished.
Unsubscribe anytime.

#Writing #Newsletter #weird #neuroqueer #neuroqueering #SelfCare

Schon gewusst, dass … 😆

der Plur-Aal in ägyptischen Gehwässern beheimatet und der beste Freund der #Kamele ist? 🐫
Der krass konkrete Gegensatz zum Plur-Aal sind der Einzeller und der Sing-ular (ein seltener #Singvogel aus Kamtschatka).

Der natürliche #Feind des Plur-Aals ist der Singul-Aar, der von dem lauernden Plur-Aal mit Vorliebe aufgeschnappt wird, sobald er sich der Wasseroberfläche nähert. 😜

http://kamelopedia.net/wiki/Plur-Aal

#kamelopedia #plural #sprache #singular

Polyfragmented systems when

#plural

Megaman meme: Get equipped with new headmate

💜 and
🐍 and
🖤 and
1️⃣ and
🌳 and
🗡️ and
🥚 and
🔬

We're on the lookout for one more... she's in here somewhere, it's just a matter of time... #plural

Schon, gewusst dass … 😜
Kommata die, man setzen, würde wenn man, wüsste wo sie,, hingehören

#Kommata ist der #Plural von Komma und in gewisser Weise verwandt mit #Punkt.

#Satzzeichen retten Leben: "Komm wir essen #Opa!" 👴

Das #Komma ist ein kleiner meist senkrechter Strich im unteren Bereich der es umgebenden #Buchstaben die #Wörter bilden und diese wiederum in Sätzen zusammengefaßt sind. 😆

http://kamelopedia.net/wiki/Kommata_die,_man_setzen,_w%C3%BCrde_wenn_man,_w%C3%BCsste_wo_sie,,_hingeh%C3%B6ren

#Interpunktion #lehrer #lehrberuf #rechtschreibung #satz #wort #kamelopedia

just read this 2015 article, “Are Multiple Personalities Always a Disorder?” by Tori Telfer

applicable CWs: pluralmisia, conflation of "integration" and "fusion", outdated terminology, rejection of shared responsibility, mention of rape

(the article is more than the above, fwiw)

https://www.vice.com/en/article/when-multiple-personalities-are-not-a-disorder-400/

#Plural #Plurality #PluralityInTheMedia

#Intelligence is a big big buzzword these days.

I think I'm pretty smart—at certain things. Within a certain limited range of knowledge, I can talk and discuss and argue with a fair degree of understanding, I like to think, in science and especially in chemistry. Outside that range I am less certain of myself, and there's a vast swath of very important and practical things at which I KNOW I am bad at making decisions. I am not, for example, "street smart".

Luckily, I am one person in a #plural system, and other people in that plural system are better at street smarts than I am. There are a number of us in the Pnictogen Wing, with different intellectual strengths and weaknesses.

(cont'd)

OH: Cutie?

Raum: Welches?

OH: Du 👉️

OH2 (grinst): Welches?

#w17leaks #plural

still can't understand how energy drinks
1. make Chris (a headmate) frontstuck for 30 minutes to 2 hours if they're the one drinking it
2. don't make anyone else frontstuck. it's really just them.

#plural #plurality #pluralgang

I have been puzzling about my aphantasia. After gaining my inner peace and recognizing my plurality last month, I guess I started believing that I'd get my mind's eye.

I don't have any reason to believe I have ever have visual mental imagery. But I have this inner belief that I will be able to open mine.

I think mine is missing as a trauma response. I recall major trauma starting at 2 years old, and I didn't know what it was like to exist not in a constant panic attack until 2015, I was 38. A decade later, I discovered how to live without a cloud of fear.

I have no fear inside my body. When my mind encounters fear or pain, my next feeling is joy and happiness, because I fuqing lived through some shit, y'all!

I choose to live a life of happiness and fulfillment. Every part of me wants that. When I experience feelings that hurt, I Observe myself, and give myself what I need to feel whole and safe in that moment. I have everything I need inside of me to do this. And when I Observe myself, the result is always that I feel whole, and calm.

If something comes up that needs more than a moment of self soothing, I can choose to disconnect from that until later. I make a point to let myself feel my feelings. But the feelings don't run my brain. And sometimes I save stuff until I can create my own safe space to engage with things that need extra time and attention.

I'm not disconnected from myself or the world. That was the old.

The new: I deliberately engage with what I want, and how I want, in order to provide my own Divine self with the experience of this world that I decide that I want.

So anyway, if I am as whole as I feel, where is my mind's eye? I think my therapist will help me figure this out. I don't believe I have any part of myself in hiding anymore. I just don't have the skill, yet. I sure hope so!
#aphantasia #plural
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BOOSTS APPRECIATED. #introductionpost I'm Bowie. I'm a 46 year old bi trans man🏳️‍⚧️I'm a creative guy, a bit eccentric, a witch, polyamorous, plural, ND and disabled. I love learning, #reading, creating, #cats and this year I'm the process of exploring goth music. I'm a witch, a wanderer, a thinker. If you're #trans, #lgbtqiaplus or an #ally, #leftist, #creative, a #witch #goth #plural, #polyamorous, #disabled, #ND, #catlover or just a good egg, give me a follow and I'll follow back.(No minors).

Black and white pic of a 46 year old trans man with dark hair and facial hair.bhe reclines with one arm above his head, and looks at you with a slight smile.

Today is one of those days wherein we are far more aware than usual of the divide between the dissociative selves who are going through various actions (outdoors, in the public sphere) and what Kris (our host) makes of everything. #plural