Hey #MastoMusic folx I haven't been able to check this artist out beyond a track on thr #MetaDemon but their music seems really chill echos to 90s video game music
https://ko-fi.com/lukeorion/goal
They're unhoused and sheltering in a hotel - let's uplift them!
Many on Mastodon hate the #MetaDemon but I truly find more actual #AntiFacists there than here
If you're on the #MetaDemon and want to help #Boost my needs here's this
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DS2p1VUkSYc
End of thread #MutualAidMonday thank you #Mastodon
I screamed in the #MetaDemon "your performative is showing"
I was conditioned to give care and kindness, it might be my core underneath all the trauma and abuse idk...
My spark feels very muffled and muddled
A friend told me last night "your soul is needed in this world even if it doesn't deserve it"
I weep as I fight to believe such a thing...
I'm scared
![[Sabi's Flyer, on the left it reads]
Sabi is a Disabled, Latina Multidisciplinary Artist & Full Time Caretaker for her elderly mother they are mourning their Emotional Support Bunny Sansón
Sabi used to have income
by creating and freelancing but is now Homeless & lost access to everything she had to work
She needs help to stay off the street, away from dangerous heat as care is unmet they cannot eat or pay bills easily
Save two lives
kofi: sabilewsounds
PPal: SabiLewSounds
Linktree: sabilewsounds
(Bunny Emoji)
Vnm: toadlyturtle
CA: toadlyturtle
*Add note* “Sabi”
[Over Sabi's QR code]
[On the right it reads]
*Your help
Can save 2 lives"
[Over Sabi's face and her 2 ESA's with angel wings]](https://files.mastodon.social/media_attachments/files/115/804/076/555/124/733/original/63a0d73a8007f47e.png)
![[Sabi’s Second Flyer, on the left it reads]
We have until the end of the Current reservation to raise the Past Due Hotel balance and the upcoming week $675 or I won't be able to get a new reservation.
If we can't cover that tab AND get the new rate then it will be $101/Daily ($710/week) plus the late fees
PLEASE HELP
As of 12-29-25 11:00 AM ET
$3,167 Needed for all
$2,220 Past Due
$2,895 Needed by
Tues 12/30 11 AM ET
kofi: sabilewsounds
PPal: SabiLewSounds
Linktree: sabilewsounds
(Bunny Emoji)
Vnm: toadlyturtle
CA: toadlyturtle
*Add note* “Sabi”
[Over Sabi's QR code]
[On the right it reads]
*Your help
Can save 2 lives"
[Over Sabi's face and her 2 ESA's with angel wings]](https://files.mastodon.social/media_attachments/files/115/804/076/548/262/591/original/846256443f487160.png)
This story started on my latest #MetaDemon post... I'm elaborating
I've had an ongoing tooth infection since my mid or early 20s
A week ago I woke up with swollen gums and my abcess throbbing badly and I was unable to open or close my mouth from the inflammation
Why have I never seen a dentist? Because the last time I was insured and could afford care was never
My father abandoned me at 16 soon after the 1st time I had dental care...
Quoting and expanding a caption written for the #MetaDemon it's a #TacoTuesday thread and holy fuck am I hungry
So many practice #eugenics everyday
the value placed on lives based on output
is exactly that, a disgusting form of choosing who gets to live
I care for my mother who has #dementia
Alone
Hungry
#Unhoused
#Disabled
without a medical team to aid
Trapped in this unpain hotel for half this year without and elevator
My needs are minimized over and over
I used to feel safe using my own music on the #MetaDemon and even wanted to use a distro to get it on there more easily from my phone while I was completely bedridden post moving in late 2023...
Two yrs later and after losing my home I'm deeply ashamed that my music even exists at all... My heart is twisted and bleeding out
#CPTSD is terrible and after yrs of surrounding myself with people who didn't pull through when the rubber hit the road of my ongoing poverty I lost everything...
🧵
White people always think they can play god with other humans and fucked up #libs have the massive delusion to say they're #AntiFacist
Circle jerking 24/7 at their little parades and in their little #Mastodon posts
Privileged fucks and their mass exodus of spaces where ACTUAL #MutualAid is happening like the #MetaDemon and #Twitter and coming into the fediverse with their BS #WhiteGuilt and #Eugenics
Folx posting about #ICE while never even #boosting MA for Brown folx in this colonialized chunk of Turtle Island are so performative it makes me wanna vomit
I'm sure the other #MetaDemon (fb vs insta) is full of the shit
Ya'll are PAWNS of the death machine and it's laughable
I'll have a good giggle from the grave
Lately to push against my fear built around TAM (#iykyk) I've been pushing myself to post on the #MetaDemon to finally prove to what/who I call Little Sabi that my abuser is indeed and abuser
Every scar I have screams at me every moment - even when sleeping more so when I'm awake
Thanks to the reciprocal care I receive from @Toadlyturtle I'm still here on lil ol #Mastodon
Greetings humans, thanks for listening if you care
I often call certain spaces "the #MetaDemon " 😂
It's not just because of my #AntiFacist leanings
One particular platform is full of people from every single era of trauma in my life
Lately I've been finally speaking about my most recent abusive connect - yet again hoping it's my last
I wrote about that here
https://sabilewcreates.com/the-shadowmen
I made a post on the #MetaDemon finally telling my story of betrayal and abuse to process trauma and my chronic attachment trauma
The result - my abuser who had been anonymous (except among my close friends who have witnessed part of the abuse) self disclosed and is threatening me
Such is the life of the #marginalized
I haven't been able to ask for #CommunityCare to stay housed as a result please help, we're very behind
$479 needed by 11 AM ET tomorrow
More from @tulsalien.bsky.social from their Insta on the #MetaDemon
CPTSD – mild content warning Self Delete
https://sabilewcreates.com/cptsd-mild-content-warning-self-delete/
More from the #MetaDemon from my friend (@)ComradeLauren
Just to demonstrate that we BIPOCs have been in danger from ICE because of BOTH political parties - I just really need folx to see that we need to stop entrusting our lives to "govt"
Yes I use SNAP but if my community would help me be housed and fed i wouldn't lose complete autonomy over my own care and STILL be slowly dying of hunger
The following link is the source of these images https://ohss.dhs.gov/sites/default/files/2024-03/2023_0818_plcy_yearbook_immigration_statistics_fy2022.pdf
I agree so much
The fediverse should be the center hub for #antifacists it's built that way but people only want Big Social clones
There's an ill planned strike against the #MetaDemon going on - the marginalized who rely on community care are suffering, we've been suffering since the election too
I don't have the words but this is more important than simply where people go for news or "fun"
I'm continuing this rant with various posts I saw on the #MetaDemon - I haven't seen much about #MLK here today... But I also haven't had a chance to look
