"You know, 'I liked you better,
When you were quiet and safe,'
Just means you liked me better,
When I didn’t have a say.
Keep putting me in boxes,
And I’ll find my way out.
Like I reclaimed my voice and you,
You didn’t like the sound.
So, keep putting me in boxes,
And I’ll cut my way out.
I’ll make my own choices and you,
You won’t drag me down.
No, you,
You won’t drag me down."
I'm a stupid girl, and I did a terrible thing.
If you're a fan of my music or my writing, please consider supporting me with a donation if you can. I don't make a whole lot of money, and anything would be really appreciated. 🖤
https://www.venmo.com/cyborg_writer
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I have been hiding Easter Eggs/foreshadowing about my book series in my music for years.
https://soundcloud.com/pseudonumb/shadow
#TheOutcrossedSeries #UnderTheWolfMoon #Pseudonumb #Shadow #TheShadow #TheShadowQueen #DarkFantasy
When I put this album together, I thought of it like drifting from dream to dream (or nightmare to nightmare).
"All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream."
-Edgar Allen Poe, A DREAM WITHIN A DREAM
"Wake up, darling, you’ve slept too long,
Your life is wasting away.
While the world spins round like a top,
You’re stuck inside of your own head all day.
Are you there? You’ve stopped replying.
We’re worried, are you OK?
We miss you, please don’t forget us.
We really hope that you choose to stay..."
"My soul's the driver of my body-mobile.
My heart's an engine, but now it's standin' still.
Can I remember how to take the wheel?
Banish the darkness, or I'll never heal..."
"I kinda know when something's bad for me right from the start.
I just gotta start listenin' a little closer to my heart..."
Finally finished uploading the rest of #FeverDream!
I'll update the missing lyrics when I have a chance. For now...enjoy the trip.
#Pseudonumb #NewAlbum (Well...new-ish)
"Keep putting me in boxes,
And I’ll find my way out.
Like I reclaimed my voice and you,
You didn’t like the sound."
“'Please, don’t go.'
'Please, be strong.'”
#TheOutcrossed #TheOutcrossedSeries #OliLocklear #OlexaLocklear #Pseudonumb
"I won't tell you that everything happens for a reason; everything just happens."
#Pseudonumb #EverythingJustHappens #WyldeAndStrange #BirchHollowMultiverse
And this is a song I did for the movie campaign! Enjoy!! ^_^
Most of my music is also free to download, and there's another link to donate on my #SoundCloud.
(3/4)
My #Music is mostly free to download, but I do have a link set up on my #SoundCloud for donations. If you enjoy my little one-person band, please consider supporting me. I would LOVE to be able to go to the beach again and on hikes in the woods!
An all-terrain wheelchair like that would also help me feel better about traveling abroad alone.
#Pseudonumb #Fundraising #Boost #MutualAid #Disabled #DisabledAuthor #DisabledMusician
"If I'm a bride, then Night's the groom.
All fates are woven into the Loom."
I keep forgetting about this track. I feel like it would make for a really good cinematic. Maybe a book trailer.
"I won't tell you that everything happens for a reason; everything just happens."
#Pseudonumb #NewMusic #NewSong #FeverDream #WyldeAndStrange #SongsBasedOnBooks
An update to the track. Still not sure if it's quite right. Do y'all like it?
#Pseudonumb #WyldeAndStrange #NewSong #SongsBasedOnBooks #EverythingJustHappens
