I really am not doing nor feeling well, it sure would be nice to have the means to take care of myself and the things I need to take care of right now;

Please Help This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Today’s Need: $1950 for LIFE Right Now. Your support today could mean the
difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

Urgent need: $21,730 To Live This Year, Monthly survival: $1,500 Short-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a stable secure and permeant home in where I could thrive within my confines.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

Poverty is expensive. Disability is exhausting. Hunger is violent. The world is indifferent. But your kindness can rewrite the script.

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edics erase the tombs of time, by placing their horrors in your mind;

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For #disabled Minnesotans, #ICE surge brought heightened risk and fear

https://sahanjournal.com/immigration/minnesota-ice-surge-disabled-immigrants/

As Operation Metro Surge ramped up, disabled immigrants found themselves facing additional challenges, including disruptions to their caregivers and anxiety about communicating in high-conflict encounters.

From #MEAction:

Join us this coming Friday, Feb. 20th at 3 p.m. EST as we host a virtual book reading and Q&A with MEAction's Shalida Askanazi.

She will be reading from her memoir "That Girl’s in a Wheelchair."

More info:

https://www.meaction.net/event-details/virtual-book-reading-with-shalida-a-askanazi

Zoom registration link:

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Upon our knees we fall, for we have slain ourselves in battle, a battle that only serves those in ivory towers, mere peasants are we, lowly megar commoners that march into battle to fight of the honor of those whom we are enslaved to, for our fields are theirs, our clothes are theirs, our food and our hope are theirs, for they bloody our lives for their honor and entertainment, upon our knees we fell, upon our spilled blood they celebrate on their towering wealth;

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It is Tuesday February 17th, and this #disabled man existing in #poverty is really truthfully struggling, from constant pain, to sleepless nights, hunger filled days, my blood pressure is on an continus rollercoaster, my executive cognitive function is declining, my hands don't work the way they should, vertigo keeps me dizzy and sometimes between bad knees and that I have issues walking, stooping or bending down, I fight with what I can eat today verse can I afford to take a shower and will I have clean clothes to put on, I have a near non existent disability income, that can not cover even a quarter of life today, every facet of my life hangs on a precarious precipice, I have no safety at all, I am begging for help to live, I am begging for compassion and dignity, and sadly it nearly never comes, what does trickle in on occasion is never even enough to offer breathing room, O it is greatly appreciated more than anyone will ever realize, but it is never really enough to even begin to weave a net of safety little lone take care of the urgent needs of the moment, people I am exhausted mentally, spiritually and physically, I need a major infusion of financial support, and I have never expected one person to bear the brunt of my burdens, rather I hope that all will help how they could, with the compassion empathy and understanding that if was them in need would they not pray for the same, in March I turn 48, I am disabled and in poverty, and with no where to turn for anything, I have had a very hard life, how much longer must I be forced to fight and endure an existence void of compassion, empathy, support, respect, dignity, and safety, please I am not in a good place, please help me climb out of this hell of desperation today;

Please Help This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Today’s goal: $1950 for LIFE. Your support today could mean nourishment safety and dignity,

Urgent need: $21,730 To Live This Year, Monthly survival: $1,500 Short-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a stable secure and permeant home in where I could thrive within my confines.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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Time to find a new doctor. Only minor med changes made. She thinks I am too #disabled to be able to tell.

#disability

(not even bothering with the (cont.) now)

I get real bloody frustrated with kid from a petty place of, WELL OBVIOUSLY my reactions were REASONABLE given my situation of strict religious subculture, too many extracurriculars, stress/trauma from abuse from authority figures outside my family but in the church, stress from being in the performing arts at a semi-pro, though local level. All while being #disabled and undiagnosed #AuDHD.

OF COURSE I reacted violently and refused to participate in anything church related, and anything that I had (rightly in retrospect) decided mum was unreasonable about.

Like, I had valid reasons, you spoiled little shit.

Except, even though I see kid behaving just like me, that doesn't mean I /actually/ understand what they're dealing with internally. Finding their identity as a not-really-a-child, dealing with hormones. I don't know their battle, really.

Okay. Enough mental vomit into toots now. I'm falling into frustrated about it hole, when we're having a good week, and it's all largely chill

The distant remnants of colliding singularities shine with the fading ice of decay, as the gravitational forces begin the spaghettification of the dimensional merge, entire galaxies are shed of their eternal existence, for the drowning implosion of the universe pales in comparison the physical pain and exhaustion of existing in poverty while being disabled, isolated in a time loop that simply goes nowhere while being everywhere, the drain on executive cognitive function forces the consciousness to endure the reality that biology is not compatible with the abstraction of paradoxes, as the hunger lingers it grows like a black hole that swallows everything in it's path, while never having enough to truly fuel it's existence, just as the stars fade in the transit of the cosmos ones vision fades into darkness, as this void temporal imbalance deepens and strengthens it's hold upon a soul confined to a rotting corpse and mind;

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After a long arduous restless night of pain, the old man drags his lifeless stiff corpse out of a sunken bed of jagged rocky thorns, without even a breath in his chest and unable to see, as the classical music plays he drags himself off to prepare his coffee, as his hands tremble he pours in the water and measures the scoops of grind, fumbling he manages to plug in the percolator, as the coffee beings to perc he stumbles off to the toilet, where his bowels bellow out in a hungerous roar of pain, in the mirror stands a man unable to find himself as he stares off into the abyss, his hair and beard disheveled he reaches for the brush but struggles with the simple task and sighs who cares anyways, shuffling back to his bed he struggles to pull on his socks and pants, he manages to pour a cup of coffee and gently packs his pipe with scraps of tobacco, he pulls on his coat and staggers outside, the morning is dark cool and moist, as the world begins to wake, not even one seems to take notice nor cares for the enduring plight the old man is forced to face day after day;

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HELP IS NEEDED!

Today Is February 17th, And Your Expedited Compassion To Help Me Raise The Monies I Am In Need Of Will Be Greatly Appreciated.
URGENT, IMMEDIATE RESPONSE REQUIRED!
I have some urgent needs to take care of, your compassion and support are truly a lifeline for someone like me;

Urgent need: $21,730, Monthly survival: $1,500, Long-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a forever home and sanctuary for others like me.
If you’ve ever wondered what despair looks like, this is it. If you’ve ever wanted to make a real difference, this is your chance.
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The unfortunate downside of feeling a little better - the hecking boredom. Brain could be more awake and less foggy, it would make editing easier.

It’s a sad thing that my art hobby of over a decade went. I mentioned it to a healer the other day, how some otherwise good therapy a few years ago seemed to wipe the interest (so did the added stress of the benefits people).

They suggested thinking “what if that wasn’t” and I get thinking positive, but there are also facts. Like their other suggestion of seeing neurodivergence as a gift.

Well, somewhat, but it affects so many things.

#autism #adhd #AuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #disabled #disability #health

Tuesday, February 17, 2026

https://activitypub.writeworks.uk/2026/02/tuesday-february-17-2026/

Got in for infusion this morning to keep me stable. But that's another 100. Puts me back over 200 short for daily meds, which I badly need. Please help.

Drop tips:
https://ko-fi.com/revcasey
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(credit/debit option): https://bit.ly/payrev

Grab some #TTRPG games:
https://www.drivethrurpg.com/en/publisher/7970/thought-punks?affiliate_id=741284

#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #TTRPGCommmunity #HelpRequest #Disabled #DisabilityCrowdfund #DisabledCrowdfund #MedicalCrowdfund #Medical

Reality check. ODSP max is $1,368 a month, roughly 60% below the poverty line. After rent, the math is brutal.
If you can help or RT, it matters.
e-transfer: manderson4@gmail.com
Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/sharpieguy/goal?g=9
#ODSPPoverty #MutualAid #DisabilityAwareness #DisabledCrowdfund #Disabled #Poverty

You told us you were the enemy

https://subspacewagon.systems/you-told-us-you-were-the-enemy/

@poetry
@writingcommunity




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I think I'm just going to do the unthinkable and call out of work today so I can see my doctor. And I am not going to ask my boss's permission to call out of work. I will inform her after the fact. What is the purpose of working if you are too unstable to exist?

#disability #disabled #capitalism

I'm symptomatic. And I knew it was coming. Its been about a week or so now. I can almost always sense it coming. It just works that way. That is normally to my advantage as I can adjust medications or contact my doctor if their are medication adjustments I need that I don't have immediate access to. The problem now is I am on so many medications already I can't imagine what changes could be made. I have always taken front point with my medication adjustments for the most part. After 28 years of living with disability I have just learned what to do and how to do it. Most of the time. Sometimes symptoms keep me out of managing my own symptoms. But I've caught this quick. I could feel it coming, but I guess I didn't really prepare for it. Now that I'm fully conscious of it I can just tolerate it, or contact my doctor and risk getting the wrong meds that make things worse, or think hard and come up with my own my med plan.

#disabled #disability #medication #medications #illness