100€/400€ for estimated expenses for 30 days.

I'm in an extremely dire situation right now, and my life is at at all time low, and I unfortunately need to ask for help. please boost this post if you see it. please.

to start, for context, I'm from Portugal, but not from the mainland. I'm from the Azores, I live in 1 out of 9 islands in this tourist attraction hellhole in the middle of the Atlantic ocean.

I lived for 3-4 months on mainland Portugal, and they were the happiest times of my entire life.
but then I got broken up with, through text messages. my best friend, the only person I had that supported me 100% for almost 6 years, disappeared from my life, and I had to move back to my abusive mom's house, after not living with parents for over 8 years of my life.

my mom is extremely mentally abusive to me. I don't want to go into further details because it's very traumatic to even think about it for me. it's like she's 2 different people. you can check the post this is a reply to for more stuff on how she makes me feel.

I'm unemployed, I've basically always been. all the jobs I tried (3 of them) I had to quit, because it fills me with a terror, a dread, a terrible feeling I can't even explain. I'm constantly extremely afraid of getting scolded for any mistake I might make, and then not be able to stop myself from breaking down crying.

I turned 29 years old not even a month ago, and I can't work. I still didn't start HRT because bureaucracy and bs. I live in a place full of extremely close minded people. I feel miserable. I need to buy and make my own food a lot of the time, and I can't even freaking do it.

my only income is through Prolific, which is an extremely unstable way of getting an income. (I can get lucky and get 100€ in one month, but I can also get under 5€ in one month)

on top of all that, I suffer a lot from a lot of depression and anxiety every single day, to a point where I cannot bring myself to do something that should be simple, like having a normal sleep schedule, or being able to shower when I should, etc.

those are the only things I have diagnosed and take medication for. I heavily suspect that I have some form of ADHD, and I'm certainly above the average on the autism spectrum, but all my tries to get any diagnosis of that were met with replies like my psychiatrist instantly looking up at me, and saying "you don't have autism for sure, and I really think ADHD is very very unlikely for you".

I'm asking for any donation you can make whatsoever, as even something like 5€ make a huge difference in my life, and is the difference from being able to buy something to eat in a day I'd really need it, or not.

my ultimate goal is to save up money to get the hell out of here. or at least enough to have my own apartment or something, but even here, the housing crisis is awful. and the problem with trying to save money is that I can never end up saving anything in the long run... I NEVER SPEND MONEY ON UNNECESSARY STUFF, and I always end up running out of money completely and having to go into any savings I try to have.

if I had at least ~400€ a month (way less than minimum wage) I'd be able to live way more comfortably, and probably be able to save some money, so that's my goal for now. every month I need to spend around 100€ on medication, 200€, but probably more, on food alone, 5€ for phone provider, and probably way more than 100€ on other groceries and stuff I need to buy sometimes. I even have to buy stuff like my own water, or milk, or clothes detergent for me to be able to wash my own clothes separately, because of how abusive my mom can be and use everything she does for you against you.

again, if you want more details of how bad my situation is, you can check the post this is a reply to.

PayPal is unfortunately the only online thing I can receive money through, but if you prefer, I can share my IBAN on DMs for a bank transfer.
https://paypal.me/justyellow7

thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart, for even reading and/or boosting this post, if that's all you can do.

@FediAid @MutualAidNet@mastodon.social @mutualaid@fedigroups.social @mutualaid@ovo.st

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*** SOLVED ***
Fediverse, ich wäre um Hilfe froh.

Wenn ich meinen Google-Account lösche, ploppt auf meinem Murena-FP5 regelmässig ein Fenster auf, dass nach ebendiesem verlangt.

Und das, obwohl ich extra ein Murena habe, um Google umgehen zu können.

Mache ich etwas falsch?
Habt Ihr Tipps?

#Fediverse #boostpls #Fairphone #FP5 #Murena #Google

Wir werden bald umziehen! Damit faire IT auch mit @fairit einen tollen Username bekommt. Wir bitten euch, uns jetzt schon dort zu folgen. So vermeiden wir einen 6% Schwund wie es leider @ente bei ihrem Umzug erlitten hatte...
Vielen Dank für eure Unterstützung! 🚀

#Boostpls #fairIT #Umzug #FolgtUns

Welp, that time has come again. I'm looking for remote work with an ETHICAL company.

My trifecta of interest lately has been

Backend: Python/Django/Flask with a focus on real-time/distributed workloads

Frontend: WebComponents are future

Hardware: PCB design and fabrication, particularly ESP32/nRF, MQTT/CoAP

I have a lot of experience in a verity of fields, could fit into many roles.

I'm looking for part-time/contract/full-time

Resume: https://resume.oit.cloud

#boostpls #fedihire

Wir haben noch einen Fußabdruck von Sookie (meiner verstorbenen Hündin) im Staub auf einer glatten Oberfläche - die will mein Mann demnächst wegschmeißen.
Gibt es eine Möglichkeit den Abdruck "abzunehmen"?

#BoostPls #Followerpower

Sie sind von sexualisierter Gewalt in Kindheit und Jugend betroffen? Sie könnten sich vorstellen, für fünf Jahre ehrenamtlich in einem politisch einflussreichen Gremium mitzuwirken, das die Unabhängige Beauftragte für Fragen des sexuellen Kindesmissbrauchs und ihren Arbeitsstab berät? Ihre Expertise und Ihr Wissen sind wertvoll.

Bewerben Sie sich für den Betroffenenrat 2025–2030!

Deadline: 6. 12.

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Edit: Ich habe es hinbekommen. Ich musste folgende Dinge machen:
- Resizeable Bar im Bios ausschalten
- CSM im Bios auschalten
- Debian auf unstable wechseln
- Module Blacklisten
- Bios Primäre GPU auf CPU interne wechseln
- Proxmox "Primäre GPU" aktivieren
- Und noch andere Dinge die ich schon wieder vergessen habe
- Unter modprobe.d:

options vfio-pci ids=8086,56a5 disable_vga=1

ls /dev/dri/
by-path  card0  renderD129

ls /dev/dri/
by-path  card0

lspci -k | grep -A 3 "VGA"
11:00.0 VGA compatible controller: Intel Corporation DG2 [Arc A380] (rev 05)
        Subsystem: ASRock Incorporation DG2 [Arc A380]
        Kernel driver in use: vfio-pci
        Kernel modules: i915, xe
--

gonna put this here in the unlikely case that someone knowledgeable sees this amongst the other posts in their feed, and can help me. #Linux #NixOS #audio #boostsappreciated #boostpls #boost #repost ​:repost_ok:​​:repost_ok:​​:repost_ok:​

so i have my headset and the headphones work fine but the mic just doesn't want to, it simply doesn't get detected. it works perfectly fine on Windows 11 iirc.

this happened on Garuda Linux too when i was using that

i can do without it, and in fact found a pretty good config yesterday using my laptop's included microphone, but it's not ideal because why thingy no worky? :(

again just to be clear this appears to be a general linux problem. happened on Garuda, happens on NixOS.

it's a normal HP headset, the cable has a volume slider for the headphones and a switch for the mic (yes it's on). the laptop is an Acer Nitro 5 with a Ryzen 7 6800H CPU (mentioning this bc i feel like it could be important. you know it's the CPU i think it makes sense). alsa-base.conf contains options snd-hda-intel model=headset-mic. alsamixer does NOT show the mic, nor do any of the commands i tried to use to list audio devices, or at least not as far as i could tell

any ideas?

I'm really getting desperate and losing hope here. I'm in dire need of a job. I can teach ESL, I can do data entry, proofread, edit, create text-based content, consult on any type of communication and/or campaign and/or design...I'm desperate for money and I'll work cheap. #FediHire #boostpls

Ich suche:
Eine Liste mit FIlmklassikern, besser noch ein Blog. Ich habe gefühlt 1000 Listen gefunden. Aber ich suche eine Liste, bei der auch erklärt ist, warum es der jeweilige Film auf die Liste gebracht hat.
Beispiele: Stirb Langsam bringt einen neuen Typen Helden auf die Leinwand
Nosferatu prägte die Darstellung von Dracula
Bullitt wegen der Verfolgungsjagd
usw usw...
Ich habe bisher erfolglos gesucht.

#boostpls

Please bring your empty Tschunk Glasses back to the Marktplatz Bar. Otherwise Tschunk supply will be limited tonight! #cccamp23 @c3infodesk @c3himmel #boostpls

Gesucht: #PHP-Entwickler*in mit Kenntnissen in #Symfony und ein paar Tagen Zeit, um als #Freelancer ein paar mittelgroße Kleinigkeiten im ERP Dolibarr für uns zu fixen/zu erweitern

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Wir zeigen alles fachlich relevante und wie die Umsetzung sich in den Rest von Dolibare integrieren soll.

Interesse? Dann Mail an 📬 info@velocitux.com!

#FediHire #boostpls

What fun blog system are people recommending this days? Other then WordPress (after 11 years of developing using it, got a bit tired) or Hugo. #plsboost #boostpls

Wie findet man denn ein Hotel mit einem bewachten (!) Parkplatz? 👀 #FollowerPower #boostpls

Bastelfrage: Wenn man eine Tasse selbst beschriften/bemalen möchte - wie genau mit welchen Materialien und welcher Technik bekommt man das möglichst lange haltbar und evtl sogar spülmaschinenfest? #FollowerPower #BoostPls

Stelle als Millionär gesucht. seriöse Angebote bitte direkt per DM.

#boostwärenett #boostpls

Maybe this will help: I'm looking for a room to rent in #cork #ireland. Those anyone now of a anything?

#boostplease #boostpls

(oder heißt das dann #reboost? #boostpls? nur #boost? Hallo, hat da jemand schonmal drüber promoviert?? :mastodon: )

I'm looking for web design inspiration blogs to add to my RSS, any recommendations? #boostpls