I definitely underestimated just how stressful it was going to be, leaving the house for an extended period of time, for the first time since I was diagnosed with diabetes. It doesn't help that I'm omw to be surrounded by food I can't eat anymore, while having to deal with a highly social setting that is already challenging for an autistic person.
But the biggest stressor is making sure that I have everything I'm going to need in order to juggle blood sugar vs hunger, without being surrounded by all the little things I use for this throughout the day... permissible snacks, drinks, and sources of caffeine that I use to stave off hunger without spiking my blood sugar. I can't load up the whole fridge and take it with me, and who knows what will trick my carb-deprived body into letting up on the next bout of cravings?
I'm sure this will get easier when I've done it many times. But I'm a total noob. I've already had one autistic meltdown today. I hope that's all.
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