#FragMyBrain

i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2025-10-01

When Diane introduced me to one of her friends (Simon) we shook hands.

Simon: "Oh wow, you have such white hands." (oh wow, du hast so weisse HΓ€nde)

Me (looking at my palms and thinking): "Wow, what weird thing to say – I guess he must be drunk already."

Then, ten minutes later, she introduced me to another of her friends (Moritz). Again we shook hands.

Moritz: "Oh wow, you have such white hands." - and this time he turns to Diane: "Am I right? They are sooo white." - Diane turns to me and looks at me who, at this moment, must have become a huge question mark: "Yes, Moritz is right. Your hands are sooooo white."

Me (lookong at my palms again, looking at Moritz who is definitely not drunk, looking at Diane who looks really happy): "White? You think so?"

Diane: "Nicht weiss, sondern weich, soooo weich" (not white, soft, sooo soft)

Me: πŸ™„πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ₯°

Edit: "weiss" and "weich" sound very similar, especially in a crowded environment like in a beer tent. And if the person saying it has drunk a few beers, they are nearly indistinguishable. Of course, my #FragMyBrain never assumed that my hands could be so soft that young people would be baffled by it.

i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2025-07-02

I guess there is also some "cowardice" in play here.

Let's assume a lesbian woman hits on me in a lesbian bars and we hit off and it comes to sex at one point ... my brain shuts down here, because it starts things like "and then what? What are we gonna do? We have no idea how to have sex with a lesbian! What would she expect? And then, and then ... we have a penis! What do we do with that with a lesbian woman? Would she be interested in it? I mean, how to explain that to her in the first place? Panic! PANIC!! Run! RUN!!"

Yep, right, #FragMyBrain

tau-ceti.space/@ics/1147852166

i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2025-06-25

Ok, looking at it another way, this just seems to be my stupid brain (#FragMyBrain):

[…] because I don't know if all the people on that email-list are my colleagues […]

It is just... "colleague" for me means people I work with, in one way or another - arghh - stupid brain πŸ™„πŸ€¦

i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2025-05-27

Ok, yeah, the actual mention was "llm pomo", but I read it as "LLM porn" and now #FragMyBrain wonders: what if we connected ChatGPT to PornHub, i.e. get all the dialogs from PornHub videos and feed them as input to ChatGPT (and all the other LLMs out there)? Wouldn't that solve all our problems? Immediately? πŸ€”

i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2025-04-26
i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2025-02-21

Ok, damned this ND-brain: it ain't "they are now so heavy that they must obey the laws of physics", rather "they have now so much mass that they are visibly impacted by movement and gravity" - arggghhh - I hate this #FragMyBrain

i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2024-10-12

@SymTrkl It is more complicated than just pruning inactive follows. I have the weird belief that somewhere around 700-1000 follows is the right amount for my timeline to be (a) diverse enough and (b) still manageable that I don't ignore posts (too often). So, if there are dormant follows who are just using up space, I need to remove them to make space for new follows.

I know this is weird, but this is how my brain works.

Similarly, I want to interact with my followers. If there are those who just read but never post, I am not that much interested in them, after all, I usually don't accept follow requests if the account in question has no own posts and/or has only boosts. Curating followers for me also means that I regularly check if a follower I accepted is still the right person, still ok.

But hey, #FragMyBrain right?

i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2024-08-21

@faithisleaping Ah, yeah, #FragMyBrain

"Speaking of burger patties, are the daemons actually vegetarian? Or do they eat at all? I mean I've never seen any daemon eating anything..."

i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2024-08-14

@faithisleaping Umm... I am asking myself "hardware as in hardware or hardware as in wetware..." (#FragMyBrain 😩)

i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2023-10-16
i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2023-10-16
i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2023-10-16
i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2023-10-12
Is it ok to have a burning crush on some fedi-friend and not tell them, because you know they would love to hear it but then you think "it is just a crush and I don't want to give them any hope because we'll never be able to meet each other since we live so far away from each other and since I am married and ..."

arghhh, I hate this #FragMyBrain...

Aaaanyway, is it ok?
i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2023-09-13
#FragMyBrain

I did a search on the Internet. The first entry is a Russian website. Then my brain goes:β€œNo, no, I won’t touch it with a 10m (30 feet… wait, are 10m 30 ft? No, it can’t be. Let’s double-check it…. Here: β€˜32.8084 ft for our US friends’; why do the US still use Imperial System? Wasn’t the whole reason for independence to get rid of Empires and Kings and & Queens; weird people over there on the other side of the pond) … pole!”…

πŸ™„ I have to live with this brain…
i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2023-09-13
i. celeste aurora :v_tg: :v_nb: :v_genderfluid: [witchzard]ics@tau-ceti.space
2023-09-13
Since I moved to a new instance (my own), a new #introduction is needed.

You can find my pinned intro here: https://tau-ceti.space/@imdat/109863682522438461

But…

… I joined Fedi some time last autumn. Since then, I probably learned more about myself than at any time before, mainly thanks to wonderful people, my #NewFriends and some, in the meantime, #OldFriends here.

I am a:
- βœ… #Neurodivergent,
- βœ… #OC (OCD) - and probably a lot more,
- βœ… #ActuallyAutistic,
- βœ… #Trans
- βœ… #GenderFluid
- βœ… #NonBinary (#Enby), who is
- βœ… #Polyam (I can love more than one person at the same time),
- βœ… #Trixic (attracted to women - for relationship),
- βœ… #Enbian (attracted to non-binary persons - for relationship),
- πŸ™…πŸ» not into cis men (would I ever make an exception for @endali ??πŸ€” πŸ˜‚)
- βœ… partner of #LoveOfMyLife and
- βœ… parent of #MyAdoredDaughter.

I am
- βœ… #OmniSexual, i.e. I am sexually attracted to whoever I am attracted to - regardless of gender or genitalia - but extremely choosey.

I am also a
- βœ… #Software #Engineer #ByHeart, #BySoul, and #ByFingers. I mostly do
- βœ… #SoftwareArcheology & #SoftwareModernization. I love
- βœ… #Cooking,
- βœ… #Musings,
- βœ… #ChitChatting with my #TransSiblings of every gender or non-gender (as they please; the more the better). Most of the time, you can just
- βœ… #IgnoreMe,
- βœ… #LoveMe,
- βœ… #TalkShitWithMe as long as it is full of #Intelligence, #Wit, #Humor and you have a mastery of #Languages. I love
- βœ… #Cats
- βœ… #Dogs
- βœ… #Animals & #Trees & #Nature & #Beauty & #BeautyInPeople (the list is too long…)

In my toots expect:
- βœ… #TransRights
- βœ… #Politics
- βœ… #WorkTopics (Software)
- βœ… #Ginlo, #Ginlo_II, #Cicero
- βœ… #CatImages
- βœ… #DogImages
- βœ… #BeautifulImages
- βœ… #CrazyDreams
- βœ… #FragMyBrain
- βœ… #HeatedDiscussions (but respectful & lovely)
- βœ… #CrazyStories,
- βœ… #Language|s, languages, languages,
- βœ… Stories about my adored daughter,
- βœ… Stories about love of my life,
- βœ… Stories about love, beauty, magic.

Lastly, I hate self-declared authority - no, any authority that doesn't derive its authority from the people who gave them that authority in the first place!

Hello, again!

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