Never fear, I'm still here!
Just shifting my focus around and trying to find balance in my life.
#DailyPic #Utrecht #OudeGracht #Fotografie #Photography #WinterIsComing #MentalHealth
Never fear, I'm still here!
Just shifting my focus around and trying to find balance in my life.
#DailyPic #Utrecht #OudeGracht #Fotografie #Photography #WinterIsComing #MentalHealth
Good morning!
This week it is dark enough for the streetlights to still be on when I arrive. Giving me the opportunity to capture light reflections on the canal water.
#DailyPic #Photography #Utrecht #EarlyMorning #Canal #Reflections #BlueHour #CityHall #Green #Blue
Good morning.
The point of therapy is that you challenge your current patterns and get the confidence and support to try new ways.
For me this meant that on Tuesday I managed to trigger a trauma response. The therapists helped me get through it, but it shook me quite a lot.
A couple of years ago I would have just accepted this reaction as normal for me. But now I know it isn't normal and something worth working on. Even though the work is hard.
Good morning!
We are at that time in the year where it is still almost dark when I arrive in Utrecht. Giving the chance for visuals like this. Purple lit clouds during blue hour, just before the rises.
I love it!
#Photography #DailyPic #Utrecht #BlueHour #Purple #DeInktpot #StationsPlein #SunRise
Good morning!
Recovery after a busy social weekend takes time. It is only now that I am more or less feeling like myself again.
So in the office I am, with a beautiful sunrise during the train ride. And the warm glow on the buildings across from where I work.
Good morning!
This scene felt almost painterly early this morning when I walked to the office. I love these golden tones with soft glowing effect. And with me breaking down my emotional barriers I could be in the moment and find content enjoyment in this scene.
#DailyPic #Utrecht #Photography #Reflection #Sunrise #GoldenHour
Good morning!
Another day in the office, with focus on learning new things about Kubernetes and Talos with the team.
Working for a company that gives space so that you or your team can spend about 20% of their time on new things and designing possible architecture for the infrastructure is really nice.
What do you have planned for today?
#DailyPic #Photography #Utrecht #Canal #Reflection #IT #Kubernetes #Learning
Good morning!
Summer is ending, autumn is coming.
#OfficeView #Utrecht #DailyPic #Photography #Urban #Canal #Reflection
Good morning!
It's going to be an interesting week.
Mentally I've been feeling the effects of last Tuesday group therapy session. So I am still a bit emotionally unstable. Which is something I'm going to open up about in the group tomorrow. And after the group I have an individual therapy session.
And coming Thursday I have a performance review.
Good morning!
Last day of the week, but first completely normal day after my vacation.
Yesterday afternoon we had a work outing with focus on sharing knowledge about water management. It was fun, I learned some things and I made photos. I also did some selfcare by leaving early. So yay me!
Het Laarder Wasmeer, of wat er van over is met de huidige droogte. Een heide ven die in vroeger tijden werd gebruikt om de schapen te wassen voordat ze geschoren werden. Het is een natuurlijke laagte in het landschap, dus al het regenwater verzamelt zich hier. Onder het zand ligt een kleilaag waardoor grondwater geen invloed heeft, en water ook niet de bodem in kan zakken.
Met als resultaat een plekje modder wanneer het niet genoeg regent en de zon zorgt voor verdamping.
Good morning!
Started the day with some database shenanigans so we could run a test on a flood warning system in production.
It is good to test this periodically so everyone knows it will work when water levels rise. But sending alarm messages to the normal recipients during that test isn't what we want.
I might have to poke a developer to build an option for this, so I don't have to edit a live production database on the fly.
Just one more week of work, then time for vacation. Only have to plan my days away around my therapy days. But even 5 days away will be a nice break.
Tomorrow therapy starts again after a 4 week break. It is going to be interesting, with a new therapist and two new group members. After last session three of the group members said their goodbye's.
#Utrecht #DailyPic #Photography #Canal #Reflection #OfficeView #LookingForward #MentalHealth
Good morning!
It started a bit grey with some drizzle, but now that it is clearing up it will be another warm and humid day.
Luckily I'm in the office with working airconditioning 😄
Good morning!
Some days are just meh from the start. I've been feeling both sad and angry since waking up. And I don't know why.
So I'll let those emotions just be and accept that this is how I feel today. Focus on work and checking in periodically with myself.
The worst thing I could do is put them away and completely ignore them. They are a part of me and are deserving of attention.
#Utrecht #DailyPic #35mm #OudeGracht #Canal #Photography #MentalHealth
Good morning!
#Utrecht #OudeGracht #Photography #DailyPic #Canal #MuddledReflections #Summer
Good morning! Another day in the office with a nice view of our picturesque canal.
No Tuesday morning therapy for a couple of weeks. So I'm coping by disappearing into work 😅
Before Take Off
https://justin-farrimond.pixels.com/featured/before-take-off-justin-farrimond.html
This one you can't explain.
You went to sleep as normal. You awoke in this aircraft. You never left your bed. This isn't dreamscape, this is Kafkaesque rendition. Think carefully about what you may have said in public.
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