Lmst

"live and let live" doesnt mean let billionaires and companies destroy the planet.

it doesnt mean to let your fellow man suffer, bc you got yours.

it means being interdependent w/o the parasitic social fuckery we have going on

without the normie mindgames and reiterations of the same arguments

human rights and basic needs for all -- w/o work, respectability politics, and the beuracracy we have now

and more

#ubi #socialism #mutualaid #voidpunk #disabled #trans #cptsd #audhd #acab

URGENT!

Indigenous Latina family, homeless, mourning Sansón, ESA bunny

@SabiLewSounds is disabled 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom w/ dementia; multidisciplinary artist & advocate

https://Linktr.ee/SabiLewSounds
https://Ko-fi.com/SabiLewSounds

PYPL SABILEWSOUNDS
CA/VM TOADLYTURTLE (NOTE SABI)

#SupportDisabledArtists #Traumasurvivor #Cptsd #LightWithin #Fempreneur #MentalHealthAdvocate #LatinaMusician #DisabledArtist #CommunitySupport #CommunityCare #Disability #ShowUpForWishes #HelpFolksLive2025

[Screenshot from Sabi's Discord server that reads:]

December 28, 2025
SabiLewSounds 4:58 AM ET

Hi [at] FellowshipOfSounds can't sleep

Progress on the hotel:
$74 Short on paying off Dec 6th Dec 2 11:00 AM ET a month ago

$41 Registration Due in 4 days

Late fees will be added in 6 hours

$3,527 Needed
$2,539 Past Due
$2,539 min to avoid fees
$675 more Due in 2 Days

Reminder that the Past Due $2539
needs to be settled by 12/30/2025 11 AM ET and I need $675 more to cover at least a week so that I can make a weekly reservation.

[Sabi's Flyer, on the left it reads]

Sabi is a Disabled, Latina Multidisciplinary Artist & Full Time Caretaker for her elderly mother they are mourning their Emotional Support Bunny Sansón

Sabi used to have income
by creating and freelancing but is now Homeless & lost access to everything she had to work

She needs help to stay off the street, away from dangerous heat as care is unmet they cannot eat or pay bills easily

Save two lives

kofi: sabilewsounds
PPal: SabiLewSounds
Linktree: sabilewsounds
(Bunny Emoji)
Vnm: toadlyturtle
CA: toadlyturtle
*Add note* “Sabi”
[Over Sabi's QR code]

[On the right it reads]
*Your help
Can save 2 lives"
[Over Sabi's face and her 2 ESA's with angel wings]

[Sabi’s Second Flyer, on the left it reads]

We have until the end of the Current reservation to raise the Past Due Hotel balance and the upcoming week $675 or I won't be able to get a new reservation.
If we can't cover that tab AND get the new rate then it will be 101/Daily (710/week) plus the late fees
PLEASE HELP

As of 12-28-25 11:00 AM ET
$3,527 Needed
$2,539 Past Due
$2,539 min to avoid fees
$675 more Due in 2 Days

kofi: sabilewsounds
PPal: SabiLewSounds
Linktree: sabilewsounds
(Bunny Emoji)
Vnm: toadlyturtle
CA: toadlyturtle
*Add note* “Sabi”
[Over Sabi's QR code]

[On the right it reads]
*Your help
Can save 2 lives"
[Over Sabi's face and her 2 ESA's with angel wings]

[Aqua Green Text on a dark blue stary sky that reads]
Who's going to
take care of
Mom when I die?

Maybe losing housing
is God's way of
protecting her

As useless as I am
she might be free
If I am gone
She might be free of me
before I'm gone
when we lose
this shit hole dwelling

Every wish
was in vain

[On the bottom right of the image are Sabi a Brown Latina femme (right) and her dark Brown Latina femme elderly mother (left) and their brown ESA bunny Sansón who has angel wings sits between them]

Many times I don't find words that fit my state that this land of my displacement would comprehend

Indigenous and alone - I can only grasp at ideas of my ancestors in the tongue of their colonializers

No quiero dejar mi Madre desemparada

Translations would not feel the weight of my grief

My body shutting down, my mind lost without my #ESA

My frailty pulling me apart

My #CPTSD echoing the scars that bleed out daily breath by breath

I am forsaken

#SabiLewSounds #MutualAid

#Indigenous Latina family, #homeless, mourning loss of Little Man, #ESA #bunny, as well as my grandma

#SabiLewSounds is disabled 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom w/ #dementia; multidisciplinary #artist & #musician; #advocate for #mentalhealth & #disability

https://www.instagram.com/p/DSu3jNOjfGM/?igsh=MXhmNTRqOXhpaWFmaw==

#Mastodon #Alt4Me #FundFriday #SettlerSaturday #SupportDisabledArtists #Traumasurvivor #Cptsd #Poverty #LightWithin #Fempreneur #MentalHealthAdvocate #LatinaMusician #DisabledArtist #HelpFolksLive2025 #MutualAid

As a child, I did not learn manners. I learned fear.

#ACEs #CPTSD #Trauma

#Indigenous Latina family, homeless, mourning Sansón, ESA bunny

#SabiLewSounds is disabled 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom w/ dementia; multidisciplinary artist & advocate

SEE ATTACHED IMAGE FOR UPDATES

KOFI/PYPL SABILEWSOUNDS
CA/VM TOADLYTURTLE (NOTE SABI)

#SupportDisabledArtists #Traumasurvivor #Cptsd #LightWithin #Fempreneur #MentalHealthAdvocate #LatinaMusician #DisabledArtist #ShowUpForWishes #HelpFolksLive2025

Progress on the hotel:

$48 short in paying off Dec 5th that was late Dec 2 11:00 AM ET, 23 days ago

Reminder that the Past Due $2576 needs to be settled by 12/30/2025 11:00 AM and I need $675 more to cover at least a week so that I can make a weekly reservation.

The price indeed goes up seasonally...

$41 Registration Due in 7 days

Late fee will be added in an hour

Numbers at that time will be:

$3,564 Needed
$2,576 Past Due
$2,297 min to avoid fees
$675 more Due in 5 days

🌘 性暴力中最具破壞性的禁忌
➤ 幻象不等於渴望：拆解創傷後的「加害者認同」心理機制
✤ https://write.as/3k6gb4heu8whz
本文探討了性暴力倖存者心中最難以啟齒的陰影：在創傷發生後，腦中竟出現以加害者為視角的侵入性幻想。這種現象在臨牀心理學中被稱為「認同攻擊者」或「加害者內射」，本質上是大腦在極端恐懼與邊界被侵犯下產生的防衛機制。許多倖存者因羞恥而選擇沈默，甚至誤以為自己內心渴望暴力，但作者強調，這些幻象僅是創傷症狀而非個人意願。透過專業的創傷療法，倖存者能有效地將這些侵入性思維與自我認同剝離，最終消除這份「植入」的羞恥感，重獲心理自由。
+ 「這篇文章提供了一個極其重要的視角。多年來，許多倖存者因為不敢說出這些侵入性念頭而深陷自我厭惡，知道這只是『症狀』真的能拯救一個人的靈魂。」
+ 「臨牀心理師確實需要更多這方面的專業培訓，否則若誤將症狀當成倖存者的潛意識慾望，將會造成嚴重的二次傷害。」
#心理創傷 #性暴力康復 #心理學 #認同攻擊者 #CPTSD

#Indigenous Latina family, homeless, mourning Sansón, ESA bunny

#SabiLewSounds is disabled 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom w/ dementia; multidisciplinary artist & advocate

As of 12-24-25 11:00AM ET
$3,626 Needed
$2,638 Past Due
$2,267 min to avoid fees
$675 more Due in 6 Days

KOFI/PYPL SABILEWSOUNDS
CA/VM TOADLYTURTLE (NOTE SABI)

#SupportDisabledArtists #Traumasurvivor #Cptsd #LightWithin #Fempreneur #MentalHealthAdvocate #LatinaMusician #DisabledArtist #ShowUpForWishes #HelpFolksLive2025

The holidays can be tough, but we struggle through it by holding onto each other and hope. Check out my latest post https://diaryofafloppingfish.com/2025/12/22/the-bittersweet-promise-of-winter/ #mentalhealth #cptsd #ptsd #healingjourney #contentwriting #wordpress

Getting a headstart…

...into the new year 💫 Many people have always had this "tradition" of thinking of short (or even long) lists of all the things they were going to do/change when the new year started. And yeah, I've had some of my "plans" start on January 2nd at times as well. But there is this little voice inside my head (wish I knew how to shut it up from time to time 😂) that always thinks "why wait till then, when you could start now, and use the extra days/time to your advantage to get things done already?". And now, I have shared that I hope for 2026 to be a whole lot better than this year was. There were so many bad things in this year, traumatic things, very painful and difficult things... And it left me with some scars along the way... But I know there are some things that I need to do on my own. And I've been saying it to myself for a while now. But the traumatic incidents are still impacting me, and making it so much harder for me to actually do what I should be doing... So, whenever I feel a wee bit better, I try to get some bits started/done... I won't wait till 2026, when I could maybe benefit from it already... […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/12/24/getting-a-headstart/

AI-generated image based on two original photos of Arwen. In a starry night sky filled with colorful fireworks, a chocolate Labrador puppy sits on the grass, gazing forward. Above her, Arwen’s adult face appears gently among the stars, smiling like a guardian angel. Two filled champagne glasses stand beside the puppy. At the bottom, the text reads: “Getting a headstart…”. The scene expresses gratitude for Arwen’s love and lessons, while softly opening the heart to love a new pup, never as a replacement, but as a continuation.

Sincere question about #cptsd
Is it socially acceptable to self-diagnose like it is with autism? I ask because a few people have suggested that a bunch of things I attributed to my autism were actually cptsd, and well... I had a heck of a childhood. I don't care that much about labels, and I'm not looking for government/medical support, but... If I decide to put that in a self-description do I need to include "maybe"?

Hi everyone, this is my new #introduction

I an Aiden, a #nonbinary individual from over in #ontario. I am #actuallyadhd, #bipolar, and dealing with #cptsd.

I am a student studying office administration online. I am about to be in my second semester.

I am coming here after years of being on Tumblr and Discord - simply need fresh air.

It is nice to meet you all.

#Indigenous Latina family, #homeless, mourning loss of Sansón, #ESA #bunny

#SabiLewSounds is disabled 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom w/ #dementia; multidisciplinary #artist & #advocate

$2,875 Needed
$1,962 Hotel Past Due
$2,055 min to avoid fees
$650 more Due today 11AM ET

KOFI/PYPL SabiLewSounds
CA/VM toadlyturtle (Note: Sabi)

#SupportDisabledArtists #Traumasurvivor #Cptsd #LightWithin #Fempreneur #MentalHealthAdvocate #LatinaMusician #DisabledArtist #HelpFolksLive2025

Moving forward, I am driven by the knowledge that the worst part of any of life's hardships is silence. Silence amplifies suffering. Silence alienates us, creating the bedding for shame, doubt, and fear.

I will continue to fill the silence. #silence #survivor #chronicillness #trauma #cptsd #heal

http://invisiblymisdiagnosed.com/2025/06/01/1-stronger-than-my-collagen-8/?utm_source=mastodon&utm_medium=jetpack_social

Moving forward, I am driven by the knowledge that the worst part of any of life's hardships is silence. Silence amplifies suffering. Silence alienates us, creating the bedding for shame, doubt, and fear.

I will continue to fill the silence. #silence #survivor #chronicillness #trauma #cptsd #heal

http://invisiblymisdiagnosed.com/2025/12/21/1-stronger-than-my-collagen-2/?utm_source=mastodon&utm_medium=jetpack_social

If you can help sustain this work past today’s crisis:
🔗 https://wrzky.com/legacy

Thank you, thank you

@mutualaid@ovo.st @mutualaid@fedigroups.social @mutualaid@a.gup.pe @mutualaid@gup.pe @edendestroyer @MutualAidVisibility @mutualaidboost @FediAid @mutualaid @disability@ovo.st @disability@a.gup.pe @disability@beehaw.org @mutual_aid@hexbear.net @mutual_aid@starflower.space
@MutualAidNet @audhd
#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest #DisabilityCrowdFund #disabilitymutualaid
#MutualAidBoost #mutualaidsaveslives #ShowUpForWishes #EmergencyCrowdFund #ActuallyAutistic #neurodivergence #audhd #cptsd #housingaid #rentassistance #HelpFolksLive2025 #anarchist #anarchism #internationalism #mutualaidhub #globalmutualaid

Today is my #freedomday. 4 years ago I finally realised that my toxic parents were a major factor in my #CPTSD and I had no chance of healing while they were a part of my life. 4 years ago today I went #nocontact and it turned out to be the catalyst for all kinds of #mentalhealth discoveries and progress.

You will continue to suffer if you have an emotional reaction to everything that is said to you. True power is sitting back & observing everything with logic. True power is restraint. If words control you that means everyone else can control you. Breathe & allow things to pass. #SelfHelp #cPTSD

It’s going to hell…

...and I feel so powerless, useless, worthless, and a bit scared... I can't go into all the details, but my male ex is not keeping his promises, he's not keeping up his obligations, and this now puts us into a situation that I feel terrible about. If it goes wrong all the way, it will end up causing me to be in debt, and I'll need to find a way to work through that... If that should happen. But, the way things have been going, I feel like it will happen, and I just don't understand why... There are better ways for my ex to deal with this, some of them could even end up making him some money instead of costing us, and causing me to get into serious financial troubles... And I don't understand why he won't "just" do that, I don't understand why he's taking the worst way possible... I feel so bad, as I'm bullied into a situation where I can only seem to lose big time. While all I've done is try to help him... For over 12 years already... I want this to end, and part of me even would welcome the bad ending, because I may be in a shitty place then for several years to come, at least then I know that there will be an end to it all. Finally... […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/12/20/its-going-to-hell/

Sepia-toned forest with tall pine trees, soft light rays, and a dark vignette border, creating an eerie, aged atmosphere. A picnic table is faintly visible in the background. Over the center of the image, bold orange text reads: “It’s going to hell…”, sharply contrasting with the quiet woodland scene and adding a sense of menace and foreboding.

I can't even begin to tell you how much I do not want to travel 4 1/2 hours to see my family. Amazing when the #CPTSD fog begins to lift and you're like... wait a minute... these people are the worst and they treat me like garbage.

#cPTSD

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